I had a "Spark" for only a few minutes...
@LetranKnight25 (33121)
Philippines
November 5, 2010 2:24pm CST
Hello Lotters.
DON'T LAUGHED. I know..I Know...I know..but i couldn't resist.
I can't detailed this story but i hope i don't slip my tongue and exposed who the person is...
Of course, i am happy that i get to chat with some one. haven't had this chat in YM for a long time. some body who don't have to ask "where do you work" 
. the purpose has always been friendship(always), but damn! some how my "heart" speaking something else.I just wished it's infatuation but it's been weeks now, not to mention i stop using ym, i still can't stop thinking of her(so i open ym again). well, i made sure that every thing is USUAL. and not making it too obvious.
I have no problem because others are doing the same, talking to each other like chat in their comment post/barging in,.you have seen that with the oldies or those who knew each other. but some how some one here noticed "me" active in her topics
darn it! you're suspicions made her decide set me up to express my feelings. I know, if there's one thing she's good at is getting for you to stick it out of your tongue. or maybe i was just a fool, nothing wrong with that, she's not a bad person.
So weird, Last Year I had a Mylot Crush, and now a days am In Love...
of course, i wasn't that inspired, except when she responded my revelation. thank god she didn't burn our bridge (of friendship).
I felt that spark when she told me "she 
me too" My heart SPARK like a Super Nova, but later i cooled down.... Knowing she has some one else.
I don't know but later i realized, maybe she does...as a friend(maybe). well, At least i don't have to HIDE, and in time let it dry(flame) out. I did promise this (to myself)that am not going to pursue this.
Before I put all this Crap behind ME tomorrow..I offer her this Song.
Not a referral LINK.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8nPp8BGkWRw
Have Great day.
. the purpose has always been friendship(always), but damn! some how my "heart" speaking something else.I just wished it's infatuation but it's been weeks now, not to mention i stop using ym, i still can't stop thinking of her(so i open ym again). well, i made sure that every thing is USUAL. and not making it too obvious.
I have no problem because others are doing the same, talking to each other like chat in their comment post/barging in,.you have seen that with the oldies or those who knew each other. but some how some one here noticed "me" active in her topics
darn it! you're suspicions made her decide set me up to express my feelings. I know, if there's one thing she's good at is getting for you to stick it out of your tongue. or maybe i was just a fool, nothing wrong with that, she's not a bad person.
So weird, Last Year I had a Mylot Crush, and now a days am In Love...
of course, i wasn't that inspired, except when she responded my revelation. thank god she didn't burn our bridge (of friendship).
I felt that spark when she told me "she me too" My heart SPARK like a Super Nova, but later i cooled down.... Knowing she has some one else.
I don't know but later i realized, maybe she does...as a friend(maybe). well, At least i don't have to HIDE, and in time let it dry(flame) out. I did promise this (to myself)that am not going to pursue this.
Before I put all this Crap behind ME tomorrow..I offer her this Song.
Not a referral LINK.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8nPp8BGkWRw
Have Great day.6 people like this
12 responses
@bunnybon7 (50973)
• Holiday, Florida
6 Nov 10
wow a love story between our mylotters. well its happened on other sites. then again, like you said, she may love you in a way as a loving friend but if she has someone in her life, she could love you both but dont want to hurt which ever one she wants to be just friends with. not sure that makes sense to you
but reading your discussion, im pretty confused as you are...
good luck friend. 
@LetranKnight25 (33121)
• Philippines
6 Nov 10
Hello bunybon,
Yeah, something like that but were not the ones who's having this chemistry. some mylotters had already done this before in the past. unfortunately, they did not prosper being stick together for so long. 
no, am not confused, i know exactly what i felt. but this is just so over. thanks.
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Yeah, something like that but were not the ones who's having this chemistry. some mylotters had already done this before in the past. unfortunately, they did not prosper being stick together for so long. no, am not confused, i know exactly what i felt. but this is just so over. thanks.
@msfrancisco9369 (10002)
• Boston, Massachusetts
6 Nov 10
...same here but i just enjoy imagining the short love story if you can call it that way. it may be misinterpreted but what's good is they're friends...friends in love. so just enjoy the loving friendship and be cautious enough. I am happy for LK for this wonderful experience here in mylot!
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@Anora_Eldorath (6028)
• United States
5 Nov 10
Letran-
I met my husband on yahoo chat ten years ago, almost 11. Someone I was speaking to mentioned this big scary man who knew things about scary magick stuff and I best not speak to him. Seriously, they told me he was a great and powerful sorcerer. So, that peeked my curiosity and I nagged the person enough until they gave me his screen name. So, I went looking for him and sent him an offline message to the point of "Hey, you don't me but I hear you're a big scary wizard. Is this true". Heh. His response was "What do you think" lol. We started talking then and well, haven't stopped. We actually were friends for 5-6 years before I flew him down to meet me, he proposed that weekend, and here I am years later.
I think anything is possible in life but I do agree in being careful. You never truly know someone until you meet someone in person. It's just the way it is. And even when you know someone for a long time you don't always know them fully. I still learn something new about my husband even to this day. There is just so much to the human composite that it can take life times to know.
I wish you all the best.
Namaste-Anora
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@LetranKnight25 (33121)
• Philippines
6 Nov 10
Hello Anora,
Wow, i have No idea it could end up that way with you, that's cool. you're story is really Magical in this real life of ours. yeah, not every one gets to have a nice hard worked happy ending here. it's nice and great that you two are learning from each other, i guess that's one benefit about relationships1 person likes this
@msfrancisco9369 (10002)
• Boston, Massachusetts
6 Nov 10
Hi LK,
Thanks for sharing your love story here. It's quite exciting but the ending seems hanging. Anyway, i know there is someone out there truly meant for you. Your time will come and it will surely surprise you. It's not only a spark but a "magic" that you will see and feel when the right once comes along. Cheer up!
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@LetranKnight25 (33121)
• Philippines
6 Nov 10
Hello Msfrancisco,
I do believe there is no good ending in my case. in this time line of reality that i am with right now, it feels imposible to find some one in our country.besides,such dates usually includes expense.i have no tiem to search for now who can be for my life. because like you said, it will come eventually. 1 person likes this
@louierrific24 (1114)
• Philippines
6 Nov 10
You two could end up as the king and queen of mylot!
But as you said she has someone else, so it's advisable not to invest much feelings.
WTF! How can I preach that if me myself is insane when it comes to that warm-fuzzy-jump-over-the-top-of-every-mountain-on-earth-stick-bubblegum-in-big-foot's-geegaw feeling.
Just follow your heart! If you get lost (which based on the circumstances, you'll most likely be - rational thinking!) then use your brain to find your way back and to iron out things -- that way you won't regret anything!
Follow your heart even if it is the most stupid thing to do! then after you indulge yourself with stupidity, use your brain and just charge it to experience!
In the end, you've love! you're stupid! but then you've become a better person and you were true to your feelings!
But as you said she has someone else, so it's advisable not to invest much feelings.
WTF! How can I preach that if me myself is insane when it comes to that warm-fuzzy-jump-over-the-top-of-every-mountain-on-earth-stick-bubblegum-in-big-foot's-geegaw feeling.
Just follow your heart! If you get lost (which based on the circumstances, you'll most likely be - rational thinking!) then use your brain to find your way back and to iron out things -- that way you won't regret anything!
Follow your heart even if it is the most stupid thing to do! then after you indulge yourself with stupidity, use your brain and just charge it to experience!
In the end, you've love! you're stupid! but then you've become a better person and you were true to your feelings! 1 person likes this
@LetranKnight25 (33121)
• Philippines
6 Nov 10
Hello louie,
Easy said than done, but at least I was honest enough, even though it was indeed risky stupid. well, i don't regret anything, her fault anyways, she set me up. there are other mylotters out there who have become succesful in their relationships. but i don't know about me. probably it isn't my time. thanks.
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Easy said than done, but at least I was honest enough, even though it was indeed risky stupid. well, i don't regret anything, her fault anyways, she set me up. there are other mylotters out there who have become succesful in their relationships. but i don't know about me. probably it isn't my time. thanks.1 person likes this
@louierrific24 (1114)
• Philippines
6 Nov 10
IMO, It's isn't about success or failure, it's about the feeling and the experience of loving even if it isn't a two-way street.
Forget about the rational thing to do, just be crazy!
Forget about the rational thing to do, just be crazy! 
@saphrina (31551)
• South Africa
5 Nov 10
Hi sweetie.
Well uumm, i don't know what to say here, but i am sure you know what i am thinking.
I am not going to burst your bubble, but i am going to ask you again to be careful, okay.
Just promise me that at least.
TATA.
@LetranKnight25 (33121)
• Philippines
5 Nov 10
Hello saphie. of course, I wasn't being aggressive. some lotter out there got suspecious and then tells her then sets me up for a trap revelation. I swear, i wouldn't tell her if she didn't trap meyou have already told me everything i need to know. and what others have adviced. and just spitting it out so that i can move on. thanks!1 person likes this
@LetranKnight25 (33121)
• Philippines
5 Nov 10
no, i don't think she was dragging me for a ride. because that would have been more painful. she was honest..in a indirect way.
she was honest..in a indirect way.
@sweetloveforeve (13120)
• Portugal
7 Nov 10
very cute song^^ thanks so much 
sure i wont stop talking to you^^ you know that you are very sweet and i love talk to you always i love the song really is too sweet. by the way how are you?^^ i miss you bcs today we didnt talk yet :) also i have some things to share with you^^ lets talk later? if you want sure thanks so much for what you said muah* muah* salamat po sa song :) masaya ako^^ gusto gusto kita^^
sure i wont stop talking to you^^ you know that you are very sweet and i love talk to you always i love the song really is too sweet. by the way how are you?^^ i miss you bcs today we didnt talk yet :) also i have some things to share with you^^ lets talk later? if you want sure thanks so much for what you said muah* muah* salamat po sa song :) masaya ako^^ gusto gusto kita^^1 person likes this
@LetranKnight25 (33121)
• Philippines
7 Nov 10
I am so shy right now,
Well, I am sorry I didn't tell you this last night.although i am pretty sure that the one who gave you the insight didn't see this discussion, yet.I really don't know what's in store next. but I am so happy right now you took me so well. and I am so glad that you're HAPPY with my company.
@lloydbelleza (1227)
• Philippines
6 Nov 10
This is a cute story. It's great to know that you're the type that does not push oneself to the other. You're very in control of your feelings and that's a good thing. :) You're dealing these things maturely. You're not letting your emotions ruin your friendship with her. Continue doing that! I hope you'll find your perfect match.
@LetranKnight25 (33121)
• Philippines
6 Nov 10
Hello there,
Nice to see an oldie coming back again.yeah, i don't want to end up like an idiot again trying to put things into measure. yeah, i don't want to screw up things, but of course, i know she understand me.well, i did it once but that was the time when i was just infatuated with some. i can say it was a big mistake, so this time am just controlling it.
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Nice to see an oldie coming back again.yeah, i don't want to end up like an idiot again trying to put things into measure. yeah, i don't want to screw up things, but of course, i know she understand me.well, i did it once but that was the time when i was just infatuated with some. i can say it was a big mistake, so this time am just controlling it.
@Hatley (163776)
• Garden Grove, California
7 Nov 10
hi letran that song should at least get you somewhere with her.
Thats a beautiful song and even I an elderly lady, really loved
it.Nothing wrong with being in love, but it would be so reassuring
to you Letran if she sorta loved you back a bit. How do you know
she does not feel the same way and that she does have another guy?
Maybe she has some feelings for you too? That is one lovely song.
@LetranKnight25 (33121)
• Philippines
7 Nov 10
Hello Hatley
I don't know, really. but am glad she didn't push me off after telling that. am glad she didn't felt off with it. but am not sure what's gonna happen within the next few days.but am glad she took it well and didn't evade me, yet.
I don't know, really. but am glad she didn't push me off after telling that. am glad she didn't felt off with it. but am not sure what's gonna happen within the next few days.but am glad she took it well and didn't evade me, yet.
@bjcyrix (6901)
• Philippines
7 Nov 10
I dont know the whole history of your story but I remember bits and pieces.^_^ Still, dedicating a song for someone is really sweet. The song you picked out probably is fitting in your situation. I also took notice of a photo in the video saying "It's weird how you go from being strangers to being friends to being more than friends to being practically strangers again... and it all happens so fast." If you're not careful, the sad bit at the end could ring true.
Anyway, it maybe just a phase. Try to distract yourself with other things, and control yourself from talking to her too much. Well, as you said the secret is out. Maybe that could make moving on a bit faster. It's just a thought.^_^
Goodluck!
All I can react to this is a HUUGE toothy smile
If it's going to bring me closer to my "dream" of meeting people who were myLot friends then ended up together for life in real life, please, do tell.@LetranKnight25 (33121)
• Philippines
7 Nov 10
Hello Bjcyrix,
yeah, the song is indeed pretty much . well, it's really nice but others were right, i shouldn't gamble too much. there's nothing wrong revealing secrets, am not the one who can be in love here. in fact i noticed other people who are in relationships started in mylot.
. well, it's really nice but others were right, i shouldn't gamble too much. there's nothing wrong revealing secrets, am not the one who can be in love here. in fact i noticed other people who are in relationships started in mylot.1 person likes this
@paula27661 (15811)
• Australia
6 Nov 10
I am not sure how to respond here except to wish for all your dreams to come true and for your heart to be safe. You said you are not sure whether the love this girls feels for you is of a romantic one or not and that tells me that you should be careful not to be hurt but it is also good not to shut yourself off from love just to protect your feelings. I hope it all works out with the best outcome for both of you. Loved the video by the way!
@LetranKnight25 (33121)
• Philippines
6 Nov 10
Hello Paula,
well, am not really that much of a romanticist or charmer in real life. thanks for the advice, i believe some day it might go back to me some day. maybe i am not young anymore to hold out such feelings that i had been having.
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well, am not really that much of a romanticist or charmer in real life. thanks for the advice, i believe some day it might go back to me some day. maybe i am not young anymore to hold out such feelings that i had been having.1 person likes this
@jaiho2009 (39141)
• Philippines
6 Nov 10
hello Letran,
WOW...at long lasts i heard the words that i longed to hear from you dear brother 
I don't have any idea who is she,but i want to say "i wish you all the best".
So,i am not alone who is in love in here now.
I met my online love for years (3 years)
Now,i decided to met him in person,and...he will arrive this coming November 12,2010.
yes,it's a mixed emotions...excited,nervous and fear
Hope you will whisper who is she dear bro
I don't have any idea who is she,but i want to say "i wish you all the best".
So,i am not alone who is in love in here now.
I met my online love for years (3 years)
Now,i decided to met him in person,and...he will arrive this coming November 12,2010.
yes,it's a mixed emotions...excited,nervous and fear
Hope you will whisper who is she dear bro@jaiho2009 (39141)
• Philippines
7 Nov 10
ohh,is it dear bro? they didn't last for long? 
wow,it gives me more creeps now ..(huhuhuhu)
hope mine is another story to tell then.
happy Sunday dear brother
wow,it gives me more creeps now ..(huhuhuhu)
hope mine is another story to tell then.
happy Sunday dear brother@LetranKnight25 (33121)
• Philippines
6 Nov 10
Hello Jaiho,
You were never alone, some actually has a relationship with another mylotter. and even before that, they were few couples who had been here as well. but there was this mylotter that went beyond just getting along with another mylotter, they got to know each other until they met personally.. unfortunately, i think they didn't last long based on my last check on their profiles.
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You were never alone, some actually has a relationship with another mylotter. and even before that, they were few couples who had been here as well. but there was this mylotter that went beyond just getting along with another mylotter, they got to know each other until they met personally.. unfortunately, i think they didn't last long based on my last check on their profiles.1 person likes this
