my love not delivered.

maybe this story will help to pump up your spirit. i dont know why, but your story are familiar with my story. once, when i was 10 years old, a boy from bali (called A)came to my hometown. and then i know that i like him. A is my first love, and i found out that i am his first love too. then we are separated by time, A went to another senior high school, and then he went back to bali. i never knew his feeling for me, but everybody said that he loves me. but we lose contact for years. until sometimes, about 5 years ago,i met him at friendster, and we became friend again.i already had boyfriend at that time. and then i broke up with my boyfrined. the thing that i never expected, because the problems is from my exboyfriend parents. after that, A try to convince me that everything will be ok. he asked me to be his girlfriend 2 months after i broke up with my ex. he said, he is glad, he still have a chance to get me, but i refuse him. i still need time to heal my heart. then, 2 years ago, he asked me again and we have been in relationship for 2 years and planning to get marry after i graduated from my master degree, 2012. maybe you still have a chance like my boyfriend, A. because your story is familiar with his story. try to search for her from social networking, maybe you could have the same story like me? who knows ;)

I understand what you say here, as it is something I have always had to deal with. I have in the past liked/loved a girl but was too shy to do anything about it. I do better now, but that doesn't help me thinking of what could have been, of what was missed. Sometimes it is really hard to do, but we should be more forthcoming with our feelings in these instances, and just see what develops. I think that is what God would want us to do.