First Love never dies, fact or not?

i have to admit that i never forget my first love. after several years not meeting each other, we even lose our contact. and i feel so guilty because the last time i saw him, everything didnot go well. but however i still remember him. i always remember him. no matter i have boyfriend at that time, but i cant forget about my first love. and i still remember 5 years ago, i got his contact number from friendster, and we start to contact each other. he still love me but he didnt dare to tell me. while i still like him,but i already had my boyfriend at that time.he still love me with the pain that someday i might marry my boyfriend. but he always be a good friend for me. untill, someday i had to broke up with my boyfriend, he admitted that eventhough i was so upsad, he was so happy because he still had a chance. he ask me to be his girlfriend 3 years ago, but i refused him because i broke up with my boyfriend 2 months before. i didnt want to hurt him. but then, he became my boyfriend 2 years ago, when i already handle my sad feeling. and my feeling for him is more than for anybody else. i still remember the past when he is my first love, but i think i have to consider a new name for him : my first and my last love, forever.

quite possible. Most of the first loves go without expressing because it comes as an infatuation with elder people. And some goes rejected as you try it with over confidence on popular figures. Only very rare people have a chance to marry their first love and they too will remember it sweet if they find fulfillment with each other. Otherwise they will try to forget the first love. In short, one cannot forget their first love.

I have never forgotten my first love - every personn after him - I keep comparing to them. Its not nice to be honest. :)