Changes in your life

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Has anyone gone through an 180 degree turn-a-round and how did you deal with it. Maybe I am not good with change or maybe I cannot move forward. I am generally a happy person but there are times that I don't understand why saddening thoughts come about. I am not depressed just not understanding my moods that periodically happen. Four months ago my company downsized and was given my walking papers to a job I totally loved. At the time I was sad but also glad that it gave me a chance to move back home. I sold everything and only took what I could fit in my car and made the 1700 mile journey back home. I was upbeat that I would find a job, as I was moving to a state that has the highest unemplyment rate. I did find a job within a month of being back in my home state and it is a good job. I got very lucky. Within a month of obtaining this employment I moved into my condo and got it all furnished except I can't decide on a kitchen table/chairs. I am happy for the holiday's approaching since I have not been home to celebrate with my family for 16 years. Anyway, since day one at my new job I have not been happy with it. I did take a step back as far as position but like I said, there was not a lot to choose from. I make good money, have benefits and company share yearly bonuses. I don't like the 40 minute travel to work one was and then back again, but that can't be helped. What I don't get, is why am I having such a hard time getting over and starting a new. Life is good except my job and can't seem to find a way to enjoy it. I do have to admit that people are different in this culture, well, not really but they way they present themselves. I tell myself at times that now I know why I moved in the first place. The last 15 years I lived in CST zone and loved adapting to the southern charm. This living in the fast lane in the PST zone is wearing me down. What are you suggestions for a good release and let go?