Is he really into me?

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i was his TA when we first met.and he was subsitute for another teacher.we didnt keep in touch until he sent me a message 8 months later.then we went out for a couple of times.he is a really nice person. we started dating 6 months later.(P.S.he is from another country) i was happy with him,i thought if two person are together,they will spend as much time as possible being together.and i realized that i want more,so i started complaining that he spent a lot of time with his friends.and he's complaining he loved me much more than i do.(i am like even if i miss him a lot, i wont tell him,i am not good at expressing myself).then after 3months,on his first birthday(he held two birthday parties for his two groups of friends),we had a great time,he sang for me.the second one,they toasted champagne with his friends.and i wasnt in it.it wasnt about the champagne,he didnt even remenber i was there,i felt like im not as important as his friends. i was druck later feeling sad.and slept on the sofa.i remenbered he asked me to sleep on bed,but i didnt wanna move.when i woke up,he was dancing with his friends.really happy.i was so depressed,i grabbed my bag and went home myself.and he didnt even look at me.i got home unconsciously and got his message "thank you for kicking me in front of my friends and left me alone on my birthday".i didnt really kicked him,i was sad and sleepy,i just pushed him away with my foot.and i was sad that he didnt care whether i got home safe,he cared of me kicking him and left him alone in front of his friends,which enbarrassing him. i was really depressed for the next three days,so i sent him an email,complaining that his friends are much more important than me,things like that.and he replied that i used to thank him for dinner,for taking me home,but when we were together,i stopped thanking,and it was he who always took initiatives...then i started thinking about our relationships,i told him when we were just friends,im a really slow person,and he knew that,he said im like diesel.and i realized that i miss him so much,and love him more than i thought.so i started to take initiatives to send him messages,call him.but he seldom replied.and he didnt answer my calls any more.once he picked it up,but not answering the phone, all i heard was he talking to his friends,and his friends were asking who calls,he relied its XX.and they kept talking,laughing. i was really sad,but i still kept sending him messages.a week later,he finally relied,telling me that he thought he would settle down here forever,but recently he realized that eventually he would go home, and since we knew that we would break up at last,why not now?the longer we've been together,the more hurt we will get. thats it.i was confused,is he really into me? the reason he wanna break up with me,if we try,we can figure it out.but he doesnt even wannt try,or he's just not that into me,and its just an excuse to break up with me?