Reminding memories with your ex?

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Hello friends, tonight i feel strange. I've lost connection for 2 years with a girl, who was a real friend before that. We just found each other in facebook and skype later, so today i spent half of the day talking with her. 6 years ago i was in love with one of her friends. He lived in different city, much far, than my own. He visited me once for few days. We spent amazing time together, it was so much fun, also when he was back in his own city, we could still talk in internet. Great relationship for few months, but nothing more. I was still school girl, he was little older than me, so all the differences between us helped us to stop being together, even if most of the time, we were together online. Now i feel nostalgia. We had so great friendship, it was like we were born for each other. All the time we could hear the other on the phone, internet is really good connection for friends. I think we fell in love together when we saw each other. Next time, when we could see us, the reason was to break up. He came in my city, spent 2 nights in a hotel. First day we had a date. The next day, he just had to call me, but never did it. I was so sad, like i wasted some part of myself, when he left me ... It was impossible, but i still believed that without love relationship, we could still be in touch. He said no ... Half of the day we are talking about that. I retell her my memories, she says "Oh, i don't remember that part of the story. You loved him so much... " Now i'm watching his writing in internet and i ask myself is he different, than he was 6 years ago? What kind of person is he? How does he live? What would happen, if i accepted his invitation to move to his city and to start a new life? Do you got that periods, when you got too much memories in mind mixed with nostalgia for the past? Do you ask yourself same questions or something else?