Where are you looking from?

HI FrontVisions, I can say that at times I have been bothered deeply about all of the things you mentioned and then some. I have to say that I don't stay bothered. To me, my happiness is important. In fact I have to say it is a top priority in my life. It has to be. I hate that feeling in the pit of my stomach and the uncomfortable body heat that comes with extreme embarrasment or anger or the sense of dread that everything in your life is just sliding down the hole. I hate the edginess I feel when I'm bored out of my mind. I hate the feeling it gives me so so much that I will do anything, whatever it takes to get rid of that feeling. That means pinpointing the cause and doing something about it. You do whatever you have to do. Very important is surrounding yourself with positive people. I do it for myself and for those that I love. I can't be effective as a parent, as a grandparent or a friend if I am always negative and angry. Life is too long to let bad experiences continue to make it a bad experience. You hang on to the good stuff and make them memories and the bad...you just learn from and move on.

I am looking from the outside looking in. There is now much to see because it is a little dark. Perhaps we could switch on the light for better illumination. Are you psycho analyzing us now?

i am limited by the time. i feel so down right now. there are so many things i want to do but the time seems won't enough. so i just give up

right now i wanted only a decent job as a transcriber^^ thats all bcs im a fast typer and i would be happy with a job like that bcs they can pay good money but online i tried and no luck bcs my paypal isnt verified what is stupid bcs it is verified bcs i received money in my bank account already so how can i change that to verified if i dont have a credit card? bcs even with bank account that appear get verified like isnt verified yet so i was refused to be a transcriber in a site bcs of something that doesnt make any sense anyone of you guys know how i can solve this problem? anyway im not happy right now also bcs i found a great awesome site that could pay me 10 dollars a day but is acting weird lately so now is impossible to earn even half of that in one day so im really stressed :(

Glad to see your blog. Now i can tell the world how i feel today. Actually, i feel sooo sad. one, is because i can't find a job that i really like and that suits my ability. second, i am down because of my father tortures me with his words. though i know he does not meant all those; i know all he wants is support from his family; financially. But how about me? i also need their support, but not financially, but emotionally. I know it is tough facing this world, i can also feel that, but you know, we need to face it as it is. We know we need help, but we also need help ourselves. i don't know what to say anymore.. i really feel bad of what is happening in my life now.