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Well, these days , I'm so confused by one thing .Yeah, it's about emotions. I'm in my second year college life, I'm a chinese student and I'm an English major. In our department , there is a very charming teacher,and he is my teacher. You know,I'm just like every chinese student , I have never fell in love with anyone. Firstly, I just liked my teacher very much,and we always talk with each other on line.That feelin is so perfect. I was so excited and happy when I chatting with him. But everything changed after one night. That night was his duty,and he had to stay in our school himself.I just regard him as my brother,besides, he just 8 years older than me. That night ,I decided to stay with him. We were playing in our campus and he drove the car, that was very comfortable. That night , we went to cinema and saw a film. Finally, he said that he wanted to login a room. Of course, we asked two man's room.But in the morning ,he was in my bed,kissing me...However, there was nothing happened in that morning.But I just can't forget that he said to me "I love you".Well,the big problem is not teacher and student,but his marriage. I can't let him divorse.I am so guilty because of this thing. I don't know how to do .I have asked him about this question, and he just told me that we should follow our heart.I really like him , but if i follow my heart,i'll hart others.That's what i really don't want to do.What should I do? Forget him and started a new life?That's really so hard for me, you know,he is the first guy whom i loved.I really don't know what should I do ...Please help me!