Happiness is what all people search for.

That is so sad; I'm really sorry. How you must love your mum. Some people are hit very hard, very very hard by losing a loved one. It may seem impossible; but in time, your heart will heal. Never completely. But it will heal. I'll pray for you. I hope things get a little better for you soon.

Felt sad after reading your post. I feel pity for you and especially for your mom who passed away. It is sure a pain when someone you loved passed away. But always think that GOD has a purpose why he made that. And also you are the one who is making your own self feel sad. Always tell yourself that you are okay. Always relax and think about the happy things not the horrible things. I know its hard to do but dont you think your mother will not be happy in heaven if she always see you crying? So stop crying moved on! Let GOD guide you on your own path! Be happy! Cheer up! :) Good luck to you my dear zaga! Happy mylotting. :)

This is absolutely depressing. I am truly sorry for your loss. My mother passed away not too long ago as well and it felt devastating. It is difficult to not think about the good times we had, especially around the holidays. You have to give yourself a chance to be happy. Your mother would be sad if she saw you being sad and I'm positive that isn't what she would want for you. Living your life to the fullest is the best way to honor the gift of life that she granted you. Best wishes on getting through this. Believe it or not watching cartoons can take your mind off it.