just give a little bit.

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My biggest fear is to be controlled or to loose control. I like to know that somewhere in my life I've some sort of order, to be tidy and know where everything is and where its coming from....to be in control, not of others, but just myself. That was fine living on my own, but not so long ago I fell madly in love, got engaged, had a beautiful daughter and moved in together. I think the real thing learn t through all this is that I've little control. To be in control would in the end try and control others around me so as to know where everything is and where its coming from. I was told not so long ago that people are all about power. Power over nature, each other and what ever else they feel they can control. If that's the case then I gladly give my power to the one I love. You are my power my wonderful princess and the new family I've found. Don't you think we're strange as the people we are? Sometimes on our own we're nothing or everything if we can get enough people to think our way. Sometimes as a group we get crushed until we find the power to over come what set to control us. Sometimes when we're in control something new will come and stop us. The evolution of our race to better it's self and to control what is around us....is strange to me. The wars we fight to keep that control, the wondrous things we achieve as one power to control the things that defeat us. If we could only give to each other what I gladly give to the one I love, then the power would be everyone's.