What could be the worst thought ever..?

There are two thoughts that I thoughts, one for both that you can have that can be very bad. One of the thoughts is that people would be a lot better without me, if they did not have to worry about me, or they have too many worries. Of course, another bad thought would be one someone angers you and you envision doing some criminal act upon them, potentially murder. Not exactly a fun thought to have but one that can enter your mind when pushed.

that the people that are selfish and unkind would go to hell and they would feel the wrath of God upon them. sometimes i would want them to be in an awkward situation or wish that karma befall them because of hurting me or someone i love. humans are emotional and weak and i'm just one of them. although i tend to retract the hurtful thoughts, i can't help it.

Its Natural thing when we heart a lot of worst thoughts come in our mind. And its human's nature. Well very rare people think positive most of us think negative i think. I always think worst about myself rather than others. When ever some one quarrels with me it is very difficult that i get angry on him/her. But if he/she cross all the limits then i do not see who is in front of me. Even he is a best friend of mine or my family member. Mostly when such kind of situation created between i and my friends i disconnect myself from them. And i use to start that he/she is nothing to my. And if this is between my family i often think to leave the home and live some where else alone. My worst feeling or thoughts are only to live separate from the world not to meet anyone even he is my family member or best friend. Then i dame care anybody. Some time i start smoking while i hate smoking. I know it is not the solution but i feel relax for some time. But such kind of situations happen very rare. I always try to be happy and give happiness to others. Well at the end i would like to say we should keep our self calm and cool in all the problems of our life. I hope you will understand what i mean to say.