When will I ever Be Happy!!
By M3xiroqstar
@M3xiroqstar (8)
United States
December 30, 2010 9:44pm CST
So I have been in a on and off again relationship with the father of my child. I feel as if i do love him, but he has pushed me away too far to the point where I'm numb to his actions. He has his own issues of being an addict to a prescribed medicine, for the reason being why i left him for good, but i just cant seem to ever get him off my mind even after all the wrong he put me through with borderline infidelity and not treating me the way you treat a human being at least, its killing me that i want him back. So my question is should i be with him or not.
P.s - I know it sounds silly for me to question this motive if i was in love i wouldn't, but i still have feelings for him and hope. So just contemplate with me.
1 response
@hardworkinggurl (37063)
• United States
31 Dec 10
Firstly welcome to you on myLot. 
You can not help when the heart is involved to still have feelings. As sometimes no matter how much a person hurts and or harms us that does not make the heart instantly stop caring.
My suggestion would be to try to keep yourself busy with other interests so you do not think to hard about what could be. You have to say to yourself that if he has this addiction, that perhaps this is not a good life for you and your child.
Only time will replace and or heal the feelings. Good luck to you and Happy New Year!
You can not help when the heart is involved to still have feelings. As sometimes no matter how much a person hurts and or harms us that does not make the heart instantly stop caring.
My suggestion would be to try to keep yourself busy with other interests so you do not think to hard about what could be. You have to say to yourself that if he has this addiction, that perhaps this is not a good life for you and your child.
Only time will replace and or heal the feelings. Good luck to you and Happy New Year!