Your Most Painful Moments?

My painful moment in my life is when i lost my mother 11yrs ago but it still feels like yesterday.It is still very hard to live each day without her..The part of my heart was taken away forever, but i find comfort in believing that someday we will meet again and that this was not final goodbye..

hmmmm...i just recently expressed such emotion to a friend on chat. so as of now i feel relieved, but thanks for this discussion. whenever i feel bad or terrible again rest assured, i will drop by and post.

I have failed to show signals that I'm interested towards a girl. She's very beautiful that she sends me half way toward heaven just by her appearance alone. As a man who is limited by problems, I can't give her what she wanted. All I can do was taste the bitterness of me disappointing a girl who is willing to be mine.

There's a lot of painful moments I have experience but there's one thing I can't accept and no excuses can make me please and believe.My fourth boyfriend I really loved him with all my heart and so much.We've take years but obscure relationship,it's very seldom when he texted and communicate me.It's once in a blue moon when he tells me he love me,what he shown me was hurt me. He made me feel he really do love me and on his family he getting me close on them.I thought I was welcome like what his brother and mother said but,When I just found out he introduces his another girlfriend to his family.Her mother told it to me,we made me fooled. I fight him for my family and and I proved to his family how I loved him.It was so pain for me,were long distance relationship and he made a lot of excuses when his not able to text me.He had many girlfriend while we were together. I am so blind because of to much loving him.I am hoping that I can able to accept what happened and move on.I know it's hard,but it's a part.I am just hoping to learn to forgive and continue my life.Because until now, I always think of him and cried every-night even his gone.I am still trapped in the past.