In the valley of the shadow of death

There are times when I am far from God, maybe my vote away from God, and maybe I was the type of Thomas another hard to believe something. I interpret the "concept-laid me on the green grass guiding me calm clear water" is a half after the "trip travel some distance to a direction" I used to think whatever the result I do mainly is because of my sweat, after so many have a problem, yet did not make the thought of God, I am busy with the ego for a bite of rice.

I have just experienced it a few days ago. I never committed a great sin. But these sins I have done on purpose, because it gives pleasure. Sin is finally made me accept a consequence that is very, very tough for me. As if my whole life will collapse in an instant. The future is so dark unimaginable. I cried and howled all night alone in bed, I'm sorry. In the end I fell down before the glory of the Father, and beg forgiveness for my sins Segal. I could feel his presence, and I feel ashamed and dirty like mud in front of him.

Trust and understand me when I say that will be some everlasting alone time for you and who ever has to walk it. If it is your fate than there's a reason that you walk it, if it is my fate, than I shall have a lift so my feet don't get dirty and that lift would have to be faith. Stronger than anyone thing that we could grasp it would have to be your faith that would go along with you on that journey.