your fisrt love experience.....

Greetings! Yes. I do have my first love. I had my first love when I was 15 years old. I think its just a puppy love but I think he's really my first love? I live in a city and that guy lives in a province. I met him when I went there, in our province to visit my grandparents. My cousin knows that guy. She said he saw me when I passed by their house. Then he wants to know me, he wants to get my number, to have communication with me but at that time, I wasn't attracted to him. I keep on ignoring him whenever he notices me. Then time came, I went back again to our province then I saw my childhood friend. I asked her if he knows that guy and yes, she knows him so I asked him about that guy for what he is then I was happy when she said that he's her schoolmate and neighbor! Then I met I came to know that guy because my childhood friend and him were close so I as time passes, that was two months, I fell in love with him. We love each other but I not allowed to have a boyfriend. After two months, I went to our home. I can only go to our province if I don't have classes so I waited for our vacation. I was so excited to see him again. We're texting while I'm here and he also can't wait to see me again. Then when I got there, after a week I just noticed that he had changed? He's not that happy when he's with me. He seems so cold to me and I asked my friend why is he acting like that. She answered, after a week that I got there, he already had a girlfriend. I cried because of that. I feel so hurt. That's the first time I cried because of a guy. That's also the first time I feel so in love so I considered him as my first love. :)

My first love is with a girl my neighbor's. We were friends from childhood. At middle schools, we in the same school. When we go home or went to school, we always go together. Maybe, because often came home - went to school together, there a sense of excitement among us. I do not know exactly that's feeling, love or not. And I think, she would think so. Until now, I'm also do not understand.

emine actually i forgot my first love