times when you feel unhappy

In our life here on earth, we can experience unhappy moments which caused us to retire on our self unconsciously. The thing is, you want somebody to cling to and release the pain inside. When that dear person of yours isn't around, I usually sit and relaxed alone in a deserted place or crowded place, for me to find solutions to my problems. I prayed so hard to HIM and asked for a light that could help me. I believed that when I reached for HIM, things got better and found out that sadness only comes within me.

When I actually don't know what to do and feel blank, first thing I do is, switch my cell off! then I close myself in an empty room and try to find a reason to cry! Just wait for a reason to cry out so that I feel better. Still if I don't get a reason, I'll watch some sad movie and at the end of the movie, I'll cry out my unhappiness and eventually crying, I'll sleep off! Thats it, again when I get up, I'll surely be better but obviously I'm not happy!