hopeless

Alright buddy, just take it easy. Life is too exciting to end. When you get yourself off of that useless state I'm sure you'll find excitement in life. I've recently been stabbed in the back and rumored upon by nasty people but I'm still looking up. There will always be those times when you'll feel like sh!t but there will also be times when you'll be having fun. Just look for those fun times instead of those sh!tty ones.

As a human being, living is God-given gift from HIM. Life is so precious and it leads you to what you want it to be. There will be sacrifices, problems, joy, sad , sorrow, etc..etc..but you have to be strong in facing life. Face it with courage and look for another avenue if you have problems. God will be there for you always. Just pray and open your heart to HIM, and you'll find what you are looking for. Worries no more for GOD is looking at you always. Keep your faith intact with your life and do the right thing to pursue your life. Do not take your life, it is beautiful to live than to die cowardly.