So mad

I like my desk little messy, and I don't care if people complaining about it. Event when the clean girl come and fix it make me mad. Because every stuff that I already put in my table before will moved away and I need to figured out where are the stuff she putted.

looking at your profile, you're an adult, no? so you should be allowed to behave like one. at least if you live in your parents house that doesn't mean you have to obe everything they say. I mean I'm about same age as you and my mom doesn't tell me what to do, but since I'm under her roof there are some rules like paying bills, sharing a bit for groceries as well and that's about it. Maybe you should talk with your parents, so you'll understand each other better.

Yeah living peacefully in the home under 1 roof can be very hard at times. We have a regular sized house and many people in it. I am the parent here and my kids are actually getting very hard to live peacefully with from my end as well. They are having a hard time realizing that they are a part of the house and I consider us all a team that has a part to play. My oldest son cant wait to move out and he tells me on a regular basis that he wants to move out as well and doesnt like us. I am pretty particular in how I want things clean because I have a day care and people come here each day. The rooms need to be clean (doesnt mean they do it)

Yep, it's great living on your own, at first at least. The next few months you'll be missing them already. It's great, though, that you'll be able to do whatever you want. You have a place for your friends to hang out with and what not.

For a while, it's will be good for you if you appreciate your environment and whatever they are. May be, all you need is going somewhere and having a good sleeping or trips (could be your friend's house that you can feel at home a couple while) then you can back home. Asking friends to come to our home sometimes helps to rest our stress.