How to forget and why to remember it ----- my last days in college

India
March 14, 2011 7:12am CST
The title may seem to u a little odd but read to the end may be u will find it justified. My last few month in college n i loose someone very close to me. She was my life n she gave life to me n to my thoughts.The pain was there so was the feeling of loosing others and getting away from them. Friends -what we call them but very few are there who live to that words. Lonely and lost --this was my condition then. the feeling was so mixed that i could not even understand that there is a difference between emotions and feeling ,i felt the pain but i did not feel the loss .I disappeared away from the place called college no one know where i went and where i am now ,i never said sorry to my friend for running away but i hope they will understand. Today i write this so tell the world how unfair is this fate to us it takes a lot from u but gives a little . This may touch u r heart . Feel free to post u r opinion :))
1 response
hardworkinggurl
@hardworkinggurl (37063)
• United States
14 Mar 11
Hi neo2311 and welcome to myLot. Dear we are all humans with beating hearts and real blood flowing from our vains. We cannot be expected to instantly have a quick fix after loosing someone, especially someone you love. Running away and staying in hiding at times can be good but in reality at some point you do need to return and or revist that part of your life. Staying in hiding and or not communicating with the people you care about will only prolong the pain further. These people are perhaps also hurting for you because they have no clue where you are. I do understand that it does take time and some may require it more then others. Maybe you will decide to stay away from everyone for a period of time that can be okay also. But at some point you do have to really try to move on with your life. I am sure that anyone you loved would want that for you. Time is the only thing that will mend the heart so try and keep the mind pretty busy so that it does not continue to coincide with the heart and perhaps the pain will life sooner. Also remember a memory can be a sweet one and that memory you can keep alive in your heart for ever. So as long as it is a sweet memory. I do hope that things get better for you and that you can once again enjoy life. Best of luck!