just a thought

Don't be too hard on your self. Just think about it this way, English is not your first language so it's normal that you are not as good in English as you are in your native language. English is my kinda first language since my parents have been talking to us in English and French since I was a baby. So lets say your first language is French. The people whose first language is English will not be as good as you in French so it's really either way.

Well, there are so many things that you can do for yourself. But first you have to know what is it that you really want. To improve your English, you can always find someone to chat with, and if you can accept people correcting your grammar, then I'm sure it would benefit you alot in improving your English. Like what hardworkinggirl said, learn to participate more in discussions. That will help too.

Don't feel that way. What is important is you can convey to us what you would like to discuss. Grammar is not that important. Constant practice of participating at Mylot will help you improve your English too. It would also be helpful to have a dictionary of your language translated to English by your side always. It would be convenient that way, rather that searching it at the Internet, which sometimes takes a long time because of net traffic. Happy Mylotting!