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do u ask for signs whether or not he or she is the one for you? i remember one sign came to me when i never asked for it. and i don't know what to do with the signs. i just don't know if what i did was right. i just remember this one time with my ex-korean bf, he surprised me with a couple ring. he tried to slip it through my ring finger but it's too small a size. my friends told me it was a sign that we were not meant to be. i never thought of that before when we were still on. when we broke up, i realized it really was not meant to be. but before we broke up, he promised me the future, our plans, everything. he emails to me everday, calls me up 3x a week, every single thing he does to keep the relationship. then one day, he promised to come back & see me but i have this instinct he cannot make it. one day, he did not call me anymore & i could not resist, i tried to call. he called back & told me he can't see me anymore and that he has cancelled his ticket & told me reasons. i tried to still keep him, to make the relationship work. then one night, he was drunk & sent me an sms explaining he can't make our relationship work anymore. after that, he was gone. for a year, i haven't heard from him. even a letter, an sms, a call. it was just that. one sms. then one night, i was out with my friends & i met a korean girl. i told her about my story & she explained to me how the korean culture is & that i can't trust the guy & i shouldn't hold on to him anymore because he is only full of promises. From that night on, i decided to finally move on. Then the next morning, i was so surprised to receive an email from the ex. after 12 months of waiting, he finally had the courage to apologize & explain to me. i remembered how i cried after reading his mail. at that moment, i knew the decision was mine. i remembered the night before i knew i was ready to forget & then all so suddenly, he pops up. i did reply to him. then i asked for one more reply from him. then i asked for a sign. at that time a guy was courting me. so i gave a condition for myself. if this korean guy replies to me one more time, i will not say yes to the guy courting me. it was a stupid condition. but i did tell the korean guy that. u know? after 2 days, i said yes to the guy courting me. u know why i said yes... that was stupid of me...