i'm not a true friend

Indonesia
March 25, 2011 7:30am CST
yeah hello mylotters,this time i wanna share a story about me and my bestfriend,before start i want to say something "thanks for reading but if not what can i do then :D " hmm so i've be friend with my friend for 2 years,i really impressed her because i acknowledge her as my sister,1 years ago we like to chat,walk,and go together and 1 year passed we've changed like the quote i ever read "people said i've changed so much,and the truth is that i grew up,i stopped letting people push me around all the time,and learn that you cant always be happy" i like this quote because its inspired me sometimes,and i think about "when one thing can changed your life" yeah i made a mistake yesterday to some of my friends,i dont know why im too sensitive this the problem that make me mad so fast with people around me,im annoyed with this too,i want to change but "can i get my bestfriend like 1 year ago",now my bestfriend is like to go with some of "(boy) friends" yeah i understand her that when she is a little kid she's like to be friend with a boy than a girl,this is habit i think so. but yesterday my friend is misunderstanding about what my friend (boy) said and im mad about this because the boy im must walk alone in the mall,and i can mad more than one day,this is the truth,i want to say sorry but its too hard for me,because i think if i said sorry or not it wont change anything,now im feel alone and have no one to share again,the problem is im too sensitive and what will you do if you at my position and i already say sorry to all my friends,
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2 responses
@cream97 (29087)
• United States
26 Mar 11
Hi. zmluckyseven I don't mean to be rude, but I am having some difficulty in understanding your situation here. So you got mad because your girlfriend was around a guy? Well I think that you should just tell her that you really like her and seeing her with someone else makes you feel bad. You will just have to be honest with her and tell her how you really feel. If you and her are not a couple yet, then she will never really know how you feel about her. It seems to me that you like her more in a romantic kind of way. And you are feeling guilty, because you can't stop yourself from feeling jealous when she is around another guy.
@cream97 (29087)
• United States
26 Mar 11
I meant your friend, not your girlfriend. I am sorry for the error.
• Philippines
25 Mar 11
Seems like a complicated problem you have. One thing I've learned from friends, if you treat them like your family, you'll learn how to suck it up and move on. That's the how a family deals with problems.
• Indonesia
25 Mar 11
ohh i see,maybe i should try it,it's seems hard i think