Im pissed off with this robbers!

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I am renting an apartment near my workplace. I prefer to rent than to commute everyday spending 2 hours of travel.It is really frightening to live alone (because my husband is working abroad) with neighbors you dont know. I know I can be a robber's prospect that's why I change my lifestyle from wearing of signature clothes into cheap dresses and body accessories/jewelries into nothing on my body. I dont buy expensive furnitures and appliances just those I will need most. I found the place safe that's why i rented it. But to make my things safer, I locked my gadget(im a gadget collector)together with my jewelries and cards in a cabinet. I prefer not to bring friends in there to avoid some onlookers to view the inside. I spent 3 year until one day I got home with nothing on my apartment just a totally wrecked thing and a mess room. I was shocked and i reported the incident in the police but just put it in blotter section in their logbook. They told me there is no one to testify the robbery and they cant just catch up people that easy with no evidence pointing out they're the robbers. Im afraid that robbers will be back that's why i decided to leave the apartment.I rent a new one more safer.I am now on the 2nd floor with a high gate and grills around. I think robbers will find it hard to enter the place. I start to collect again new gadget but leave it in our house. I dont buy new appliances and furniture for the apartment. It is totally empty room. I just bring with me is my suitcase of uniform and casual dress for a week and of course my new laptop and cellphone. I have to bring my laptop and mobile since these are the only way to communicate with my far husband. We always find time for chit chats and break news and jokes to each other just like we are together physically. It takes 7 years for me to live in here safely because last month i was about to be invaded by robbers but unfortunately they cant break the doorlocks. As a matter of fact, my husband already added doorlocks on my new apartment for more security the last time he made his vacation here. They came back yesterday and bring more tools to damage the pad locks and doorlocks. Luckily a neighbor from the first floor noticed the clatter hasn't stopped for 20 minutes. She became curious of the noise and found out two guys are trying to break in. She shouted on them and they run pushing my neighbor out of the gate. It was again our lucky day because they haven't succeeded on their 2nd attempt. We again reported the incident to the police and brought them the tools as evidences and my neighbor's testimony. Now they are searching for those two guys. Im pissed off with this robbers! I wonder why I am always the prospect though I am living being a very simple factory worker. I like to think why not putting live wire connection on my doorlock and let them die as they try to hold on this. If I can meet those robbers I told to myself I gonna hit them on their head just to let them know how hard for me to start from the scratch. Sometimes i feel like to curse them(if curse is really true) or pay someone to kill them so to lost all of them in this world. I know Im bad with this sentiments but there is no justice given on me till now and I hate the possibility that they will steal again my things!Im tired of moving from one place to another and have to adapt to new neighborhood.Why should i avoid them if i can make them pay for the wrongs they did to me?