A Story of a Perfect Ilusion

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January 2011, the month a friend presented me his friend and we've known each other, we've started talking alot, knowing each other more and more day by day, all the talk was in text messages with our phone... She liked that one guy that presented me her, but he didn't like her, I've tried to help her getting him, but we've failed and she got dumped, after some days she was trying to get him again, but, at the same time, was trying to forget him, and after some time, she decided to definitly forget him... After some days of talking, I found out that I was getting in love with her, and she was having the same feeling as me... We've kept talking, with no dates yet, our relationship was getting more "on fire" day by day, we've marked a date that was me, her and that one friend she liked, the one that presented her, she came by bus and then we had 3 hours together, we decided to go to a beach that was way too far cause of the time we had, but still we decided to go there, we walked there, and we've been there 10 minutes, then we went back to the bus station, and she lost her bus, I was feeling guilty, so I decided to ask my dad if he could take her home, and he accepted, so I took her home, when she got out of the car she showed me the most beautiful smile I ever saw in my life, there I definitly got in love with her, my heart went "on fire" after that smile, 2 minutes after she left, I received a text message from her saying "I really like you (:", we kept talking by text messages for 2 days, then we decided to have a date alone, just me and her, so we decided to mark a date 2 days after the other one. She got there 1st, I went to her, she was sitting in a bench with view to a river, and there was our 1st kiss, we went to another beach, more near the station, we had 4 hours this time, it was 30 minutes walking to the beach, we've sit there and we've talked alot, but kisses, just me and her looking to each other, with "those eyes", eyes that show that 2 people are in love, then, 45 minutes before her bus came, we went back to the station, and there she asked me for a kiss, but it wasnt just one, we've kissed alot but in rush, so wasn't really good kisses, then she went to the bus, after bus started running, I got a message from her saying "I love you x_x", that was the day we started flirting. Some days have passed, she was a bit wierd, I could look that in her messages, but still was in love with me(I thought), so we marked our next date to the same week, on saturday, that was 4 days after the last date, the begining was the same, we kissed on the seat with view to the river, we went to the beach, but this part was different, we went to a hidden place in the beach, where we were alone, we started flirting alot each other, I whispered her twice that I loved her, and she replied in both of the times with a "me too", some persons appeared there from nowhere, we thought was only one, but when we went back to the station, we found out that was more than 5, we felt a bit bad about it but was funny, after some walking we went back to the station, in all the way we barely talked or looked to each other, we got to the station, we kissed twice and then she went to the bus, this time after the bus ran, there was no text message, I started talking normally to her, but she was strange, she was acting like I was just a friend to her, or less, really strange... I kept speaking normally, always trying to find out what was happening, but she didnt help, she was hiding something I knew it, but she didn't wanna say, the day after, the day I typed this message to you all, being that today, we kept talking, and me always trying to find out what was happening, in the evening, she decided to tell me what was happening, its what I've always suspected it was, she liked the other guy, and couldn't forget him, she was trying to love me, but she couldn't, all our love was fake, she was really cool, her personality I thought was perfect, she was pretty, she was hot, a complete ilusion, I thought she loved me, but no, I was just dreaming, all this was a dream, or atleast looked like... She broke up with me, or kinda like, or I broke up with her, or we just got far from each other, she only asked me one thing, and it really had a meaning to me, shes asked me to be her friend forever, no matter what, that showed me that she didnt definitly used me, that she really has feelings, and ofcourse, I said yes to that... After the bus went, she told me that she couldn't stand and she started crying, she felt that she was fake and did something wrong, she wanted me but she liked the other guy, her brain wanted me, her heart didn't. I never felt so bad in my life :S Moral of the story: She's been "flirting" with me 1 week, when she was with me, atleast for the second time, she was with me, but she was thinking in the other guy... This is really a very sad story... Comment if you want, or rate, or do anything you want, I didn't post this story for money, I posted this just to unburden, I really needed that, if you find this story boring and you are going to do a bad comment, please think twice and dont post anything, just wanna hear comments from you guys, what you think, and don't just post for money... Thanks...