Treasure yourself... Don't let yourself down...
By voldrox
@voldrox (7191)
India
April 1, 2011 1:42am CST
Hello friends. I know how it feels after a break up. I have been there, and i don't regret having loved her. I have had my dreams with her, but something happened and she lost all her feelings for me and she broke up with up me. Trust me, i thought she was my everything, and everything i thought i wanted. She was my hope and she was my happiness, until that unfortunate day when she took away a part of me away.
Don't feel down. They never DESERVED YOU. You are a diamond, for having kept your promise. You are a crystal that outshines others. They might have lost their feelings for you. probably for someone else. But don't feel low. They are foolish hearts who didn't realize how much you truly cared for them. IT'S THEIR LOSS...
You have a golden heart that someone lucky and someone who actually deserves it is going to receive. So don't let yourself down and wait for the RIGHT PERSON.
I thought she was my first love. But now ? NO.... She doesn't deserve that title, even thought i loved her from the bottom of my heart. My first and true love is waiting somewhere for me and she is the lucky one. I will be the lucky one then, too.
At first i was so sad, then angry.. And now i only pity her.. 
At first i was so sad, then angry.. And now i only pity her.. 3 people like this
8 responses
@voldrox (7191)
• India
1 Apr 11
Muah.. Oh Jenny, I love you....
Beginners ? :D In a way you are right, hehe. I loved the wrong girl for two years. You are right, happiness is the key to a beautiful life, i hope she is happy with what ever she has now (she lost me, and my real nice friends) .
You are happy, I am happy. That is all that matters now, Jenny.
Muah Muah..
I really wish they had kissing smilies here. 
Jenny, my sweet sweetheart, i am always here for you....
Oh Jenny, I love you....
Beginners ? :D In a way you are right, hehe. I loved the wrong girl for two years. You are right, happiness is the key to a beautiful life, i hope she is happy with what ever she has now (she lost me, and my real nice friends) .
You are happy, I am happy. That is all that matters now, Jenny.
Muah Muah..
I really wish they had kissing smilies here.
Jenny, my sweet sweetheart, i am always here for you....
@zukichucha (991)
• United States
1 Apr 11
It is hard going through a break-up. Lots of times I see people get so depressed and wonder what they did wrong and what they could've done differently. But like you said it is her loss. There is a saying that goes "you don't know what you have until you lose it". I hope she is feeling this way because you sound like a great person. You deserves someone that will cherish you and appreciate you. You will find that person!
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@voldrox (7191)
• India
1 Apr 11
Hello zukichucha, :)
Yes, it is hard for anybody to go through a break up. I was depressed when it happened, but my brother and friends helped me face it. I am so grateful to them for making me feel so good about myself. It wasn't my fault at all, i was always true to her, always loved and cared so much for her. I don't know what happened to her, maybe she got confused with something. It's so sad, i never to know the true reason. In our two years relationship i have always been loyal to her. I really do hope she realizes what she has done and i hope she misses me. I really loved her so much...
I don't want to feel as if i am losing anything. But i know she is going to miss me. I pity her.
I am no great person at all. I only loved her from the bottom of my heart and she was all that i wanted. Anyways, i still need to keep busy from thinking anything about her. I only want her to realize what she has done, playing games with others' heart is one the worst things one can do to others' life.
I am waiting for my angel to come into my arms and steal my heart away.
@Sreekala (34312)
• India
1 Apr 11
Hello voldrox,
I am really proud on you now
. You realized your greatness. Of course it is her loss, and I am happy that you won’t worry anymore about that girl. Somebody will be there to love you so deeply, from the bottom of heart, please wait for that angel. I am sure you will get that angel so soon
.
. You realized your greatness. Of course it is her loss, and I am happy that you won’t worry anymore about that girl. Somebody will be there to love you so deeply, from the bottom of heart, please wait for that angel. I am sure you will get that angel so soon.1 person likes this
@voldrox (7191)
• India
1 Apr 11
Hi Sreekala, :)
Yes, i am waiting for the right one now. I just need some time alone. I am happy to be with friends for now. I will find a job, enjoy two or three years of bachelor life and then comes in the responsibility, as a family man. 
I want to be in peace till then, this relationship was already getting burdensome.
For now, i can only fantasize about that angel and what she would be doing at this moment when i am thinking about her.
I want to be in peace till then, this relationship was already getting burdensome.
For now, i can only fantasize about that angel and what she would be doing at this moment when i am thinking about her.
@ckyera (17331)
• Philippines
1 Apr 11
hi voldrox!
yeah! that's the spirit! I'm glad that you are already moving on and with your words, well I agree, its her loss, because she can never find someone who could love her the way you do...
you are still young and you can still find a better one. these experiences that you have will make you stronger and a better person that you could be.
wish you all the best!
@ckyera (17331)
• Philippines
2 Apr 11
Yeah, I agree. We are lucky to have our friends around us, to lift our spirits up when we are down, to cheer us up and give us courage and inspiration.
Well Voldrox, I am really glad that you are moving on, and yeah, a lot of better things are waiting for you!
Goodluck and hope you can find the right one for you, but no need to hurry, it will just come even in your least expected time and place!
@voldrox (7191)
• India
1 Apr 11
Hello Ckyera, :)
Thank you so much. Yes, i can't just sit around and keep crying over it when she doesn't love me anymore. I have to give my love to someone better, someone who deserves it. I know it's a hard time for anybody after a break up, but eventually they have to move on. Friends are a gift of life. I have to give them all the credits for making me stronger and helping me move on.
Thanks again. 
Yes, i can't just sit around and keep crying over it when she doesn't love me anymore. I have to give my love to someone better, someone who deserves it. I know it's a hard time for anybody after a break up, but eventually they have to move on. Friends are a gift of life. I have to give them all the credits for making me stronger and helping me move on.
Thanks again. 
@voldrox (7191)
• India
1 Apr 11
Hello katie,
I wish she is happy now. If it was only her decision to take, then i don't care now. I only wish she knows what she is doing. I pity for her, and i still care for her but i don't want her back into my life ever again. I can never trust her now. It was really hard for me when she said she doesn't want to be with me. I knew she was slipping away from me, and i felt helpless as i could not do anything for that. I had to make up my mind, eventually. I feel good about myself, because i lover her so much. I treasure myself for keeping the promise, the promise i never broke.
I feel good about myself and i know she felt guilty in her heart somewhere. I only hope she doesn't feel bad about herself and grow up. I just hope she doesn't become a stranger to love. Someday she needs to be with someone she can love.
@tiina05 (2317)
• Philippines
1 Apr 11
hello,
that is honestly true, but of course it is really hurt right? I've been in a relationship for how many times but that is not my problem that is their problem. I move on easily though it really hurts but I don't show it to them. I easily seeing them with other girls. ouch, 
but of course I dont wanna feel that I am affected at all.
Good luck
but of course I dont wanna feel that I am affected at all.
Good luck 1 person likes this
@voldrox (7191)
• India
1 Apr 11
Hello tiina,
Yes, it still hurts me a bit. The more i think of it, the more i get hurt. Even now, i can't see her with other guys, that feeling of belonging still hasn't gone completely and i know it is going to take me time to stop caring for her, at all. I just want to be busy with something else and not think about her.
@scorpio04 (84)
• Philippines
1 Apr 11
Hi Voldrox,
Its her loss not you..For sure now she think or regret why she let got a man like you that love and true partner to her..Don't worry one day the girl that you deserve and worth it to your love is come on your way..Just wait and pray...
