Am I the only one ?

Only if I could sit nestled in an idea that I would need light to survive ... the only way ... I felt alive. An idea to build a plan that turns into an attitude ... which in turn becomes a lifestyle. Only an idea we need to have that happy lifestyle. The ideas we had were all barren or too thin for the depth of my need to find reason to continue my existence. My ideas are faulty. I do not get answers, they give birth to a myriad of questions. Questions I can not calm the tumult of the ocean wild struggling inside me. When I think about how easy it actually is! But that enlightenment ... I can divine nature seems so impossible, so far from me. I thought when I saw this world run continuously without stop ... run without touching moment to breath, to understand, to reach the point where I realize what is really happening to me, to others and the whole universe. I know that my anxiety that belongs only to me. We are many. We thank those people who not only live, passes through stages of life with eyes closed, which integrates the company, its lead in the grid, have jobs, have families, children ... and getting older ... and grandchildren ... and more. Without anything else. Or maybe I want to believe is something else, or maybe I just refuse to believe that it means to live. People are pushed from side to side, which are shown a pattern of living, and are no longer even gives a template templates but they themselves are depersonalized. I know there are many with this existential anxiety. We want more than that. We want to find the essence of existence. To get rid of this prison society. We want to escape and find freedom. We want to get rid of any pressure and emotional manipulation. We want to keep our whole soul, nepervertit materialism. Loneliness does not feel this anxiety. I feel that others share with me this state, which determines the nights long, white, with thousands of questions, with searches and read books, nights full of hope that one idea, one concept that will reveal. Now I feel that the battle alone.

At times I feel the same way! hugs

You're not alone. Everyone feels lonely and alone at some points in their lives. Count your blessings. There is so much for you to be thankful for. You have a computer because you are on this site which means you have money to buy things some people don't have that. You have fingers to type this question some people don't have hands and would trade places with you any day. Go volunteer in a hospital comforting sick kids or serve food to the homeless. There are lots of people a lot worse off than you. Helping others is a good way to ease your own pain.

Hi. MirageOFhope. Welcome to myLot! I am sure that we all have felt this way at one point in time. I know that I have so many times. What I feel about people is that they will never give me a chance to talk and say how I feel. They always interrupt me and talk over me. They hear me, but they want me to hear them more. This is very irritating to me! They don't give me the chance to express myself in the right way at all. You are not the only person that thinks or feel this way.

well you are not alone as you think many of us has this kind of problem you just gonna have to deal with it for a while and you will find lots of people who will understand you and the way you think so don't give up and welcome to my lot

there are many people in this world those think like that.ya its oppurtunity to be king of urself.at that time u think about ur self about fairytell

Dear friend, I feel the emptiness in your life hurting yourself,if you get someone to fit that empty place I feel your life will be full of joy. May be just be in some interesting things. Just go out talk to some people out there, I feel lots of people are there, just get to chat or movies, you will feel your life full of engagements. May be just begin to write something in a paper your feelings. Just post as much discussions here. Still if you feel lonely just be friend with me....

Of course you are not alone because I feel the same way too. You know the feeling of emptiness when you go home after a long hours of working? I am looking for someone to talk to. Someone to whom I can share my ideas.Interaction is the better way to lessen the emptiness and loneliness that you feel..

no, basically other people would thinking the same way in situation like this, but you can't stay alone forever, try to look around, i'm sure there's someone or more that would understand you as long as you try understand them. this is where the communication take part. and remember, nobody's born to be alone.