crying time

hi, the last time i cried was when i broke up with my ex lived in partner,i really loved that guy and he left a pain in me,i cried every night i think i cried for a week because of him that is why now i am tired to cry and also afraid to love again.

Today I looked back a moment, let me make an account of my losses. Then I quit because they were extremely high. But still, I cried. I cried aloud. I wept for pecuniary losses they've had, although there were not neglected. I cried because I thought I had something, but really was just an impression. I thought I had friends, and actually I do not think I had. I lost something that I never had. It's much? It's a little?

It was when my girlfriend cheated on me and deceived with me with an other boy. I feel deceived to much and depressed. From that day on, I haven't slept once more time. It was more than 10 years ago. I promised myself that I would never cry. In ten years, I lost my father and grandmother, witnessed many deaths because of quakes and other natural disasters. But I didn't cry.

I was crying two days ago actually, my dad was telling me off for losing my temper when he was just telling me that the laundry needed doing... I think was just a little stressed out that day from lack of sleep, and he just kept going on about the need to the laundry, the need to vacuum the floor and I just really lost it...

I never forget that day in my life. My friend who was working with me in the same company. Last month he passed away because of hart failure. I never expected that in my life. I never cried that much in my life. Thats my unforgattable sad day of my life.

Last night when I learned that my girlfriend for 2 years would be breaking up with me on Monday. She said to her cousin that she is losing interest in me and would again want to be single. I cried because I did everything for this girl and it seemed it was still not enough. Right now I am still waiting for her answer, even if I know it already.. It still stings the heart. Hope I could move on.

oh just few minutes ago, i missed my dad im a dad's girl at age of 33. I found out he haven't home since last month. He stays with my step mom's, the sad thing is our old house is now occupied with my sister in-laws family while my dad's away.