When should someone stop holding on?

Philippines
April 22, 2011 12:31pm CST
So... i'm going out with my own bestfriend for almost 3 years now. We've been through a lot. we're happy. sure, but whenever i think of the problems we've had, it makes me doubt myself and my love for him. i mean, i've been through a lot of hardships because of him. it's painful and we're staying strong because and only because i always just forgive him. and i'm feeling that i've had enough. like, i want to give up on him. should i stop holding on and prioritize myself first for once or should i hold on because it's disappointing or what? haaa~ i'm confused. thank you for reading this.
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@jbrooks0127 (2324)
• United States
22 Apr 11
If after three years you feel this way, with what you describe your own best friend, I think it can be said that it will never get any better. If you have endured these problems and it is always one sided or at least the pain is you can pretty well count on it staying the same or only getting worse. And if you were to get married for some reason it will most assuredly get far worse. I was married to my first wife for 37 years. We had our differences but we were always good friends. I found out many years after the fact that she had many affairs early in our marriage. I was devastated at that but with help I found that because it had been so long ago, and had not happened sense, and because we were still good friends I could forgive and we went on. However there came a time when it happened again and this time I could not forgive and forget. We divorced. I am happy to say however that I found love again and was happily married for about 4 years when she passed away from a heart attack. As hard as that was to take I knew that I could not just give up. I have since then found a new love and am very happily married again. Had I given up after the first marriage or just went along I would have missed out on two very wonderful ladies that have made me very happy. Please do not let that happen to you. There are others out there that you can be so very happy with and you must think of yourself now. I am 70 years old and I can tell you live flies by. You have no idea how fast it goes and for you to just settle for unhappiness is the very worse thing you can ever do for yourself. Please just let go and let yourself be happy again. It can and will happen but you have to let it.
• Philippines
22 Apr 11
thank you very very much for sharing a lot in your reply... i am deeply happy. i should say that i am still juggling the decision because it is really hard but i have considered a LOT because of what you said. god bless you sir. :)
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• United States
22 Apr 11
Thank you and may God bless you! I want to add one thing if I may. I don't care how sweet or loving a person can be when the are not angry there is never...EVER....an excuse for physical and mental abuse when they are angry. If after this length of time that has not changed and especially if it has gotten worse you must do the hard thing because your very happiness could depend on it. We all get mad and sometimes say things we wish we hadn't but it is never ever expectable to be mean about it. You are far better off alone that to always live with the fear that he may do it again. Please think of yourself first just this one time. Down the line you will be so happy you did.
• Philippines
23 Apr 11
I... am afraid. honestly. And i guess you are right. If i am happy but that happiness is short-lived, i guess i'm making a fool out of myself. love is much better if it's not complicated... hah! but it is. thank you so much. i'm thinking a lot clearer now. :)
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• Philippines
23 Apr 11
I would respond to this post by an advice my friend gave me. If you think you have done all in the relationship and still feel the lack of love then look back on what is important. Look at yourself for once. Think about what can make you really happy. Relationships should not only be about hardships and self sacrifice, you should also learn how to receive from it too. And if you think you won't grow on a relationship, it is better to severe it while you still have you hands and feet left to move on. And if your still hoping for something to change between you two, then change yourself first before trying to change him. Learn to love yourself more, give yourself the room the grow. Best of luck..
• Philippines
23 Apr 11
i will keep this in mind... I think you are right. How could one love someone else if that person don't love himself as much. I just... i guess it's the way i am. Always holding on to things. that i always forget my self's happiness. kah. bothersome. but now i want to stop that. and thank you for your words! really. thank you. :)
@bslovers (57)
• United States
9 Jun 11
I was dating my best friend in high school and every time I turned around he was with another girl on me, including my sister. I forgave him over and over again and finally I had to let go because I realized I was the only one holding on to the relationship. I'm not sure if your going through that type of thing but if you are it's time to let go. My favorite quote helped me with my decision maybe it will help you. "If you love someone set them free if they come back they are yours if not it was never meant to be." Hope that helps!
@casualkT (140)
• Canada
6 May 11
The only thing I can visualize in this matter is the doubt you are spreading towards the relationship and your love for him if you see the pattern , I think in just by observing your interpreted case that you probably are not going give up on him too easily there is a invisible but misaligned connection between your doubts and your relationship as it is overshadowing your own perspective . Once the confusion clears out the best response is that.. :confusion is in you fill yourself with love ?
• United States
28 Apr 11
I understand exactly what you are going through sometimes you lose yourself in the one that you love, and leave yourself neglected. You're making sure his needs our met, but the question is are yours? I think you should definately put yourself first and love you above all else. I recommend evaluating your relationship does the good out weigh the bad? or the bad out weigh the good? Once you realize this than maybe this will help you in your decision. You also have to ask yourself do you have anymore to give or are you all used up. If you are all used up because all of the pain he put you through than you need to let it go and take time to heal yourself. Ultimately this your decision and no one could live your life but you, and you have to do what is best for you. Much love and Peace and best of luck
• Philippines
8 May 11
Falling in love and being in a relationship There will be situations wherein your relationship will be tested. It is up to both of you if you will overcome those problems together or you'll just decide to let go. If you truly love the other person, no matter how hard it is, as long as you know that he/she will be there for you no matter what, you will not let go.