Teach me something ?...so you think i am still a kid ?

It is heartening to hear that you know how to handle odd situations. You see no one is an expert, we keep learning through out our life and there is no end to our learning, till we are alive. You are saner because you do not cry over those sad moments and I agree with you that we cannot completely erase our past, but by keeping ourselves busy and indulging in something, we can lessen the pain of sad moments of our past.

From pain i've learn a lot. I don't want to make the same mistake again..i've had enough.

hello dpk, I also believed that i know how to handle situations. But i realized i am not that expert. I don't mind recalling or reminiscing all the past. I can't cry anymore thinking all the those bad moments. I still sigh...and have a deep breath,but cry no more. Past will always be there,we can't erase it from our memory lane. It teaches us a lot of things,and make us stronger than we thought we are. Pain is a part of life. No pain...no Glory! have a great day my friend

I think I myself does some childlish things and thoughts as sometimes it gets really really tiring of being mature even though we are all at our ages. I have missed a lot more in the past, a lot more that times i didn't wanna reminiscing and asked "what could have been" because i know it's gonna frustrate you. and my god, i haven't into these running competition thingy i can't even exercise at my own treadmill. We all feel the sadness and incomplete things from time to time. but we should do our best to remember the best Parts of our lives.

@ jaiho, You made me cry again i was not able to finish it as my tears roll down Those were the days and you are still the same person i met 3 years ago but it seems we've been known each other for a decade You will always be a mom,daughter and sister to everyone Darn!you said almost everything here i cannot hide it LOL And do you really need to emphasize the word SINGLE? hahahaha!

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You are so right...and it helps that you are able to vent your feelings. We also become better people after learning from the past. I just wish that a few of the people who wallow in self pity for long periods of time would open their eyes to it and see it. I can also see that there are quite a few people here who care for you as a person. That's a very positive thing and you are lucky:) Have a great day!

hello SV, Best lessons in life comes from bad experiences. We learn more from it like how we learn to stand again with failures. Success give us happiness,but downfalls thu it hurts made us stronger. Saying sorry/apologies won't make us a lesser person,we'll gain respect and more blessing from accepting our faults/mistakes. Everything happen for/with a reason. There is not such word as "accident"-accident has meaning and accident is a result of something that happened-it's done. Past will always be a part of today and the shadow of tomorrow. We just need to learn,observe and accept -be contented with what we have. yes,we can't do nothing to change what has already happened. but we can be a better person after we learned from the past. I am feeling fine with all the advices and sharing that i have with you and other mylotters. I can feel i was never alone...thu i am sitting here all alone. Thanks for coming and dropping your share of view...great Monday

I'm so sorry amiga, actually bumabalik balik naman ko dito but not that often. Super I appreciate your loyalty here. Kung namimigay ba ng medal ang medal, I'm sure you're one of the recipient. But I'm happy that you feel at home here at ako pa ang parang stranger dito. The one who invited me here eh d na rin active. She is busy with online business. I'll see you here often and continue sharing with you special thoughts along the way.

hello maharlika, Thanks you came at the right time. I want to take this opportunity to say "thank you so much" for introducing this site to me. See how many posts i've done already. You let me signed in and then you leave me all alone by myself. I was like a kid wandering in the woods how to get home for no one has to guide me the way. I posted a topic with the wrong interest and also commented on tasks -how ignorant i was before. I tried to choose some mylotters from our country to add as friends so i can have someone to asks about this site. I am lucky i found Martin (mobhemier) thu he is not active these days. Then find cykera,neil and LK...they're the ones who guided me wandering this site. And after that i make friends with other part of the globe and found my family here. I always write my feelings,my emotion in here. This becomes my habit and mylot is my internet journal and my shock absorber. You came once in a while and gone for a longer time. But then again i never forget you my dear amiga. Without you i will not be here..i won't be the Jaiho in mylot. I know you know my story as we keep chatting all night long before you become busy with domains and everything. From you keep updated with my birthplace,i can see and feel my birthplace when we are chatting as you give me sights drawn by your words. I missed you and i missed my place. i hope you can make it again here in mylot. be here...enjoy as i do

saphy dear, You are right..i learn from my own. My own experiences ,may it success or fall down. I've learn to stand and make another step no matter how steep the steps are. I am also weak,i have flaws,but it's never a hindrance for me to go on and keep moving on. Sorry,i sound so serious tonight dear.(sighs) I am just sad,and i can't help it. But i am thankful too,i can express the other side of Jaiho- the crying child within her. I am also grateful for mylotters who never get tired supporting me and showing me care. I believed there are real people in this virtual world and you are one of them.

So we learn sweetie. But we are here to listen, comfort and give advice. Never let anyone poop your party.

hello kheydia, Those questions are already answered when i found GOD and accept my savior. I am not a perfect saint,but i always try to do good things to other people. I always try to reach those needy within my reach. I always do my obligation as a good samaritan within my capability and capacity. We don't live for ourselves alone..we live for the other people. I've done charity works for the last 13 years and still going. I am active with organizations that helps rendering/voluntary with medical mission,feeding programs and so with orphanages. Try to check this link this is not a referral link http://www.untvweb.com/ you can check all the good humanity works that i participated with. i am working with this organization and also with the religious practice. thanks for your response and have a great weekdays

oh, so good for you then, so you are really busy with your charity works huh, and you don't have time to be idle and waste your time thinking of nonsense things. You do really have a wonderful life with you, i admire you for doing that. I also wanted to be part of the volunteered staff for charity works, but i am doing my own charity work, maybe in the future i could also do same as you did.. your welcome...

hello acongojada, Strong woman- i always tried to be and beautiful thanks for the compliment i always wanted to be loved...and i want love all the time to be pampered with love. i know i still have long way to go in this life...i hope i can finished my task in this world..the real purpose of my existence. thanks for your response and have a great day welcome to mylot

hello angie, Yes,life must go on! I know i can get over with this sadness and sadness that's eating me up. i will be fine soon and back to my old self. thanks for your response and have a great day

hello veejay, I thank GOD above all for giving me guidance always. Without GOD in my life i know i can't be this strong and brave. I've been to ups and downfall in my life from love and career and still i am here standing with my own feet. I never used person or hurt people to gain what i need/want in this life. I always fight fair...and even giving what i have without expecting in return. My kids are my life and my everything,they are the reason why i lived in the most decency that i can. I want me/myself to be an example of a survivor who never give up,so they can be strong also when i am gone. I know i am not a perfect mother,but i tried to be one. I believed that there is a good reason behind all these trials,GOD is righteous enough to give me my rewards if i stay as a good child in HIS name. Thanks for all the advices and blessings. have a great weekdays

hello LK, Ok,i know you are hopeless romantic and single and jobless (so what) I know you are a good son and the reason why you did not try to find job here in Metro is because you can't leave your mom all alone in your home. I admire you for that,you sacrifice a lot for your mom. I wish you a happy life my brother. Don't worry about love,like i told you...it's not to search,it will come in right time,place and with the right person...you will find it soon you met that someone special. Thanks for the hugs i give you a punch when we first met...remember ? hahaha

hello ak, I am myself,and i know i am . I always do what i want,my parents once disowned me due to my being disobedient that gives me lesson and changed me from a soft hearted person to a bit harder one. but then again i never regretted loving that person for him i've learn that love is pain,to suffer and cry. Love is not always a fairy tale but i won't stop loving either. I am independent,but i have a loving family and friends around me. I can't ignore them. Thanks for your advice and hope weekend is fine

hello ravi, It is always been said that mother's knows best,i agree partly saved half for the concern party. You must enjoy your mother's pampering. Once you have your own family,you will not be having the same attention then. Once you have your own kids,you mom will surely give more attention and care to your kids. So,enjoy every moment with her. thanks for your response and have a great weekdays

dear Kalyani, I once deceived by love,but love is the only answer too give me proof that fairy tales do come true. I am not closing any possibility of meeting my prince charming,and i hope to met one soon. My family and friends are always here by my side and so with my family here in mylot,they/you never let me down. Thanks for always being here and wishing me all the good luck. I need your blessing too ,so with professor dada