How do you feel.. react ....when you saw the one whom love is with other???????
By rajeev
@rajeev075 (1961)
India
April 24, 2011 10:22am CST
I love a Girl very much and she knew that i had told her abou that but she didn't want with me as i am not of her community. She is vey nice sweet girl still she is alone she didn't talk to other boys as many do in regular fashion just for work she do so. Even then when i saw her talkin to any boy, the fire rose in me i want to kill that boy. I had gone to her many time but she go aways from me but talks to useless bad boys. I am vey much frustrated i had spoiled my study behind her. I didn't go to college because if i she her talking to any boy the just one thing ran in my mind to neat kill him and my barain get washed.
What will i do how i fell i can't tell you i had criedd many time i Love her much.
I try to make sense that she want to be happy with those then why interfare to that. If i love her i must make her happy but even if days gone same thing got repeated and i never sleep well not study well my performance is going down and also i am moving aways from the friends and family just want to live alone and alone.
I don't know what to do?
How will you fell if you are in my place and what your reaction?
help me menatly. Internet is one which make my mind fell free.
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7 responses
@bhabycatch013 (9150)
• Philippines
24 Apr 11
hello rajeev,
Everyone wants to love and beloved but some people are not meant to be if this girl keep ignoring you i think you better finish your studies and prove to this girl that she is your inspiration and you deserve her if you will let her see that you are wasted one i think she will keep on ignoring you.
Love should be an inspiration not a destruction besides open your heart maybe someone other is willing to return your love.
happy mylotting
@rajeev075 (1961)
• India
24 Apr 11
Same thing is am trying to do but as always i failed my mind go over to her only.
I haven;t talked to her since 3 years.
She told me not to send friend request even i not do that
I always want her to be happy and i had make my mind so. I want to marry her but will not as i don't wnat to spoil her life. I just want a little wpords for me from her and nothing more.
I knew i am average student and as far as my study is concern i had lost my brain now it is very diificult for me to get invlove in.
I try my best to do well as i did i 1st year but to my fate i hasale or say mixed up forgot in exam itself and what to say the knowing thing. I know i can ans but unable to write . Many time i think of getting to doctor to get my mental checkup but due to high price i am unable affort that.
Well any way thanks for your suggestion and bless my love good luck no matter what she do i will think good for her and always want her to be happy
@rajeev075 (1961)
• India
24 Apr 11
Love should be an inspiration not a destruction
i just want to follow this option i had sent her message about this saying that she is my ideal.
I am failing in doing this too.
@junmae (1586)
• Philippines
25 Apr 11
If you love her then I guess you should be happy. If he found his real love just accept it and let them be happy. Dont think that you want to kill somebody just by seeing them talking with her. i am wondering why dont you make a move so that both of you could know each other very well.
@rajeev075 (1961)
• India
25 Apr 11
What is that i want to be happy but it not that easy beacuse not there i fails in all part of my life. Not getting even good marks and what i am losing my friends and i had became a lonely statue.
To get my self out of all the emotion i just go over the internet and there where i got something to cheer of
Thanks to place like mylot where i can express what is in my mind as many of my friends didn't want to listen me.
@lyzabelle (1668)
• Philippines
24 Apr 11
I think you are one case among the millions who lives in this world. What I am talking about is that many people feel just like you. They love and spend their lifetime loving somebody who wont even return the feelings for them. After a long time you must have realized by now that it's useless to love somebody who doesn't love you. It's like turning the black in to white color.
If that girl sees other guy then you have no choice but to bear the pain because in the first place she was never yours. I suggest that you begun improving your life and your study so that you will be successful one day. Don't worry the right girl shall come along, just be patient.
@rajeev075 (1961)
• India
25 Apr 11
People didn't love other to get them
Love is not the business where you count loss and profit.
many time too i think i haven't had love her but i feel proud that i love her and no matter what she do. I respect her but i am a simple human so i had to jealousness and anger which i can't control.
For another Girl i have no desire now for any!
if my parent force me to get married i might do and not let my wife feel bad but still i love her only.
"The One who feel that love is useless at any time had never had a feeling of love"
@Sanitary (3968)
• Singapore
25 Apr 11
U have no right to control her or poke your nose into her affairs. U are not her bf or husband, and she's just a friend of yours. She's free to do whatever she likes. U are someone who can't take rejection well, and i would suggest u see a doctor soon. U are on dangerous man, and i can't imagine if she really end up with u, u might kill her over jealousy or some kind of rumours!
@rajeev075 (1961)
• India
25 Apr 11
Well i had no right to control any her or any girl or any one.
Everybody had a choice and they decide them.
But..........as you are a girl so u telling come on my place and feel the pain
I never try to force her.
I will see docotor if i had enough money but then it would be too late.
I am more than 100% sure that i will not kill her, it would be a shame on my love and i didn't want to put my love as a dark horse.
Also i am not sure of the other i might kill............
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@casualkT (140)
• Canada
25 Apr 11
probably wouldn't care but would like it erased if possible , I will think of them
then couple years later I would think of someone else , it is what I am going through
if the person doesn't like you then it is already bad , something tells me though whether how special this person turned out to be may have an impact on your emotional level on health during the present , this is very rare because there are lots of other people coming to the picture , but not thinking that someone else is for you can be devastating , and will help if she returns , and maybe time will tell (not exactly my specialty for soothing people )
@rajeev075 (1961)
• India
25 Apr 11
Well i am doing all stuff to improve myself and make level to her but i fail always it my fate that i would have to cry for her whole of my life.
@rajeev075 (1961)
• India
25 Apr 11
it is said that "thirsty have to go to well "
i am not a 1% for her and i had realize that but still my heart not make me live better. What i doing even i don't know. some time i feel anger of her and some time she make me feel so good that i can't express.
I say you one day i was anger with some teacher as i see her i forgot and flow on her beauty and i was so happy that i can't tell you .
@dave99 (10)
•
24 Apr 11
i think if i am in your place first i fell angry too but if i angry it's make the relationship going bad, i think if we love somebody we must trust her, give her a freedom with your trust that the way the love go if we trust her she will trust with me too, but if she playing our trust that's the risk that we love her but we learn that our love is honest and if she played wit our true love she's so so stupid and we must thank God that she's not our destiny because God will give us a perfect girl for us God Bless
@rajeev075 (1961)
• India
24 Apr 11
Well i know i do not deserve her. She is far better than me in all aspects
i didn't want she go me but at least talk me normal keep me as a little friend but she had pride over her beauty
Without doing anything she playing me out but it not her fault, she told me to forgot but i am not able to get her out of mind.
thanks for ur comment
God bless my love
