kundalini ruined my life

United States
April 26, 2011 4:15pm CST
six months ago I had a kundalini Awakening. I didn't know what was happening at the time(I figured it out later)but it was so scary and overwhelming i thought i had a psychotic episode or something. I spent three days in the mental ward, and they let me out , saying i was bipolar, and to take a bunch of meds. these meds ruined my life, and im still trying to recover. I don't know why im writing this, i just hope someone has had a similar experience and we could discuss it.
2 responses
Arkine
@Arkine (216)
• United States
26 Apr 11
I haven't had that sort of experience (although I have had an anxiety attack and a mental break down), but I was wondering what is Kundalini?
kalithedestroyer
@kalithedestroyer (71)
• United States
27 Apr 11
kundalini is energy that travels up your spine into your brain, causing you to feel like your one with the universe. It is the real aim of yoga, so be careful if you mess with yoga or deep meditation.if you are not ready for it, it can really mess you up
Arkine
@Arkine (216)
• United States
27 Apr 11
Wow, no I can't say I've ever had an experience like that. Sounds intense. Yeah, I'd say a person definitely better be prepared for it. Thanks for explaining! :)
Oneironaut
@_sketch_ (5742)
• United States
9 May 11
That is strange. I have never heard of anyone having a bad experience with this. It sounds like the chemicals "ruined your life" though, not the kundalini itself. I have never heard of anyone associating such an experience with anything scary. Well I wish you luck.