I want to be rich.

Same with me everyday I think about my family's expenses my debts. I don't need new clothes or gadgets all I want is to be debt free...I'm so depressed thinking where to get money. Sometimes I blame God and asking why is this happening to me which I know is wrong...before I always help other people as long as I can even sacrificing my own happiness for others just to help them...but now all those people I helped turn their back on me...no one helps me in my darkest times...Many times I pray that one day I found luck or money enough to be debt free...I don't pray for too much money all I want is to be debt free...I pray that one day a good samaritan can help me by lending his/her money for me to be debt free without interest...

Its kind of both me. I mean I work as a freelancer and when I have money flowing in, we live happily while in other days, when we are short on funds, the bills convert our leisure or family time into pondering times.