I'm waiting...
By Toni
@toniganzon (72533)
Philippines
May 5, 2011 1:40am CST
Few days ago somebody in myspace asked for my yahoo account and without hesitation I gave that person my ID. I don't give my yahoo accounts to anybody especially in myspace when I don't know that person in real life. I usually respond with a sorry but my account is private and i hope you understand. But that day I didn't know what came over me that I gave it to him. Then we talked and we hit it off instantly. He's Italian working in France and though he couldn't speak English well, he was able to make me laugh with his great sense of humor.
So far he's very decent and never flirted with me and we only talk about my job and his job, and my family. Last night I was surprised when he told me he's looking at my pics in myspace because I thought the reason why he asked for my ym is because he has seen me but he hasn't. This made me felt relieved somehow because it means he wants only pure friendship and not more than that.
I wish that he would never change and would just continue to make me laugh. Now i'm just glad that I took the risk of giving him my ym.
2 responses
@chuyins123 (2112)
• Philippines
5 May 11
Maybe there's something in your conversation and something in the person that made you get to connect with each other. You enjoyed the conversation too much that you were even get carried away of going to talk beyond myspace.
There are some people that could really keep the conversation rolling that you could even go for a talk for hours and hours without even having time to notice it. And it's amazing that you get to connect with each other though he hadn't even seen you yet. He must be very much full of humor, because he made you laugh even at a broken english? lol.
Anyway, glad to have read this post of yours now. Things are going okay. God bless my friend. :)
@toniganzon (72533)
• Philippines
6 May 11
Hello my dearest friend, I am very glad to read your post. I haven't seen you here for awhile. I have never talked to that person in myspace at all and he just asked for my ym. We started talking there but since i am not fond of ym he told me that he has skype and we talked from there. He's a nice and very decent person and hope it would continue to be that way. He told me about a girl he's attracted to that he sees on the train everyday and yesterday they got the chance to talk to each other for more than an hour and he was happy about that. I'm glad he could tell me those things. At least he's not into me.
@toniganzon (72533)
• Philippines
6 May 11
I'm wishing he won't be wanting more than just friendship. I don't want that. And yesterday by accident i opened my voice note file and guess who's voice did i hear? That made me teary eyed again and i immediately closed it. I don't want to hear anything related to him as he doesn't want anything to do with me anymore. He's ended our friendship totally and i don't want to push myself to somebody who doesn't want me.
I've been meeting a lot of interesting people lately and yes that Italian man is just one of them.
@chuyins123 (2112)
• Philippines
6 May 11
Ah yes, I have been so busy my dear friend. But I am trying to get connected to mylot somehow. Thus my response to your post.
I haven't been posting discussions too. I am too tired. And there's a lot of storms queued or piling up for me. I don't know where I'd be in the coming days. I just thought that GOD will carry me through all these.
Things are pretty much tougher now. I have a lot of struggles. That's why I try to divert my attention at times. And mylot is a good diversion.
Good for you, found a new friend eh? Wow, so he's really into friendship eh? You talked about your personal life. That's great
I could see things are better now with you. Happy for you my friend. God bless. See you around. :)
@LNDaisy (25)
• China
5 May 11
At first,I think it is a beginning of a romantic story. But when I finish your words,I envy you find a pure friend. Sometimes,a friend is better than a bf or gf. You can chat with each other,accompany with each other.You even could complain to him about your bf! I think it is a gift that encountering him,you should cherish each other and keep this pure friendship going on.
PS,I'm very curious about what are you waiting for?
@toniganzon (72533)
• Philippines
6 May 11
I'm waiting for him to be online again so we can have that funny chat. Oh and last night i get to talk to him again and he told me about the girl he met on the train and how much he is attracted to him. That made me glad again because it made me feel how that he's comfortable talking to me about that.
