Losing and coping

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i have been in the agony of losing the most wonderful mother in the universe. it's been a month now since she'd gone physically but luckily her never her memories will be vanished. i post here in mylot her suffering from diabetes, about her hospitalization and her cries. for how many months of suffering, she already found her rest. but for me, up to now i can still haven't moved on. i still misses her, i still can hear my cry when her body was laid down on top of a rectangular shape where they clean a dead body in the morgue and where the hospital personnel wrote in a small sheet of paper a word "EXPIRED". i just realized that when we die, its just that simple to write that EXPIRED word to us. if only i have a pen, i could changed that word into INSPIRED. cause a person when he died, even bad or good he was, he's been part of us and shared their hopes and made us inspired whether big or small. i wrote this, to share what i feel every single day of my life towards my grandmother. i can still picture her in my heart, her face, her huggable tummy, her kissable cheek and her soulful voice when she calls me by my name. i love her so much and i misses her too.