if you want to die tomorrow
By cowboyofhell
@cowboyofhell (3063)
Philippines
May 18, 2011 10:40am CST
If you want to die tomorrow how will you convince yourself that it's not yet your time? What will make you think suicide is not necessary? Maybe, what is the first thing that you'll do after realizing that it's pointless to die for now? I've read about a gay earning enough who had become HIV positive. He thought of taking his own life but he changed his ways and cleared the clutter of his condo unit. He's a great person for deciding not to die.
3 responses
@Gorillafootprints925 (3586)
• United States
18 May 11
I don't have to convince myself at all I'll just forget it the next day.
@jhudy101 (373)
• Philippines
18 May 11
Hmmmm whenever i feel like doomed, i am like, geez i wanna die but i cant take my own life coz im afraid and i have strong belief. So instead i just roll my eyes and tell my self grow up loser hehe, u are much lucky compared to others only you have to open your eyes for you to see. and then that is the time i would be whispering and say Lord i dont wanna die yet, im just kidding you know :)
@totallyundecided (3190)
• Philippines
18 May 11
We're always fond of saying, "Today is a good day to die" whenever moments of embarrassment or frustration or things that didn't go in our way that totally breaks our hearts and we all feel like we'd rather die than be in that situation.
But it's not really what we want to happen. I know it's just an expression and I know we are all fighters in this world. We live to learn and we embrace life even if we are facing one of the darkest times in our lives.
I am proud of the guy who decided not to take his life. He's an HIV positive and knowing you have an incurable diseases makes you want to wish that you want to go back like 5 years. But he held on to his faith and my prayers are with him. We all deal different kinds of problems and I always pray that every one of us manages to outwit our problems.
Nice topic, cowboy. Made me reflect on my own life. 
