how do you say goodbye to someone who has already moved on ?

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It has been years since the girl left and he'd been finding ways to forget her, to get her out of his mind even for a minute. There wasn't a day or an hour in his waking moments when he didn't think of her. Funny how when someone is gone, we think of all the things we could have said or we could have done or questions we could have asked. Funny how he still want to know more about her even though he knew he will never be with her again. Funny how he would memorize some lines to say just in case she would call, but he knows she never will. He'll look up at the sky and hope that she is looking too. He'll turn on the radio and wonder if she's listening to the same song he's listening too. He tries to find comfort in those things because that's the only way he can be with her. He wonders if he ever cross her mind at all, knowing that she's moved on so quickly. Does she even think of him? Does she even wonder how he's doing after she left him broken-hearted? Does she even care? It's really hard to find closure when you have some questions left unanswered. He wants to know if she ever loved him at all. Or maybe he was just like all the rest, just a name added to her list of ex's...someone forgettable. He wants to know if she ever felt the pain, even just a little...when she decided to leave...He wants to know if she misses him...But he knew he will never know the answers. He will never know how she felt. Only one thing is certain here, when she walked out of his life, she never left his heart.