I'm one of those blue ones right now...
@marapplestiffy (2182)
Philippines
May 23, 2011 8:35pm CST
I feel bad, because my immaturity got the better of me. Well, my man and I are supposed to spend the day together but then another emergency came up and he had to leave...I behaved like a petulant child and I really feel ashamed right now...he left some moments ago and I didn't hug and kiss him goodbye like I always do...he was so sad when he left, and I got a message in my phone saying "I love you so much, don't worry, as soon as I can I'll come back." 
I feel even worse, I replied and said sorry but even when he said it's okay and it's nothing I still feel bad. 
I just have to make it up to him somehow...3 people like this
12 responses
@GardenGerty (160996)
• United States
24 May 11
You realize that you were wrong and you apologized. You will hopefully remember the next time. It might even be okay to say "I feel jealous when you have to leave sooner than planned." and acknowledge your sad feelings without acting in a childish way.
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@marapplestiffy (2182)
• Philippines
24 May 11
THANK YOU, I think acknowledging it might be better than sulking...I will definitely do this if it has to happen next time...
@jameygc (452)
• United States
24 May 11
You feel that way because you know you did wrong. But hey! we all are imperfect. I am pretty sure you have been mad with him some time because of his fault. In this life everything is about forgive and been forgiven. So, don't be sad. You already said sorry and you can be sure you are going to have a moment to mend what happened.
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@marapplestiffy (2182)
• Philippines
24 May 11
thanks!!!
But, I know I really made him sad...and that's the part I feel so sorry for...
@rainbowink (296)
• Philippines
24 May 11
I can totally relate even though I'm older than you (I think). It happens to us. It's like a very selfish spoiled brat of me that hopefully won't turn him off. I'm always like that when we have to part ways earlier than expected. =P I guess that's just us being cute but on a serious note, we should control ourselves so that our relationship will grow better and better each day. :)
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@SIMPLYD (90721)
• Philippines
24 May 11
Well, i can empathize on you for acting like that.
I have experienced that myself and like you, i sulked too. Although, i still kissed him and wished my husband well when he left. I don't want him to leave with a heavy heart. I know that it's part of their job to be always on call, so i have to understand.
At least you have apologized. Make it up with him, next time. 
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@marapplestiffy (2182)
• Philippines
24 May 11
Still, I wished that I hugged and kissed him goodbye because I'm missing him right now..
yeah, I definitely have to make it up to him...
yeah, I definitely have to make it up to him...
@celticeagle (168420)
• Boise, Idaho
25 May 11
Maybe you could do something especially nice and thoughtful for him to make up for being that way. That would make him feel good and he may have even forgotten about your attitude. Or maybe he understood. Sounds like he has some responsibility and it would be good for you to used to it.
@paula27661 (15811)
• Australia
24 May 11
Acting like a petulant child may be immature but realising it and feeling sorry is not! We are only human and we all act or do things we regret. I am sure that your boyfriend is fine and if you endeavour not to behave like that again all will be forgiven. Don’t feel bad, he is probably touched by how emotional you got when he had to leave. It proves how much you love him right?
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@jaiho2009 (39141)
• Philippines
24 May 11
Just try to make up with him.
I know when that when we feel bad,it's not easy to pacify our feelings,but try to control and be mature.
That's the spices of love...and made you more closer to each other.
