How truly Free are You?

Freedom Free-Dom My Free Domain my space which is everywhere i go, it is a place where i now exist and noboby can control it, there is no government that controls my freedom because why would they,? what kind of value would it have if i would listen to them and pay a bill?. (because that would be manipulation) Its just for their amusement but if i know that i am a sovereign soul who incarnated just to learn here then why would i? that would imply i have no responsibility's and that really nobody controls me. What i want others to do tonight or when you have time look up in the sky on a cloudless day and see those stars, it is said that this universe is 16 billion+ years old why would it stay so empty for so long and then suddently we come? was god perhaps bored or not skillfull enough? no he wasnt, because we are all gods, we just have lost this temporary, because would you learn when you have all your abilities and knowledge from past lifes? well would you? (and believe me you have had so many lives on so many planets that it is just ridiculous to count :p) Second look up and see that you have crossed all planets before and so the government tells people you are all free but can we really go further then climbing up a ladder and going on the roof? whats happening here? well this is a place where all souls come who want to experience absolute limitation so that they learn extremely fast. its hard to believe but thats how it is, so freedom is not yet achieved collectively but for every individual it cannot be a choice its a given.

For me freedom means the freewill of being able to exercise my rights accompanied by a big responsibility of respecting the rights of others. I believe that I have always exercise my right to freedom of expressing myself individuality. I never constrained myself within the criticisms of others unless they are constructive ones.

Freedom for me is time for myself so that I can fulfil my own requirements i.e. I hv enough time to go for swim, paint, or go for window shopping. BUT however hard I may try, I am never free. Sometimes I rush to finish my work so that I can get some free time for myself. But by that I become so tired that I am unable to carry on what I had thought of doing in that free time.

Well, to me freedom means i can do things without thinking that someone will get hurt when i do it, or somebody will not like what i am doing. As a married, career woman i have the freedom, to buy whatever i like to buy, as long as i have given my share in the financial obligation of sending our daughter to school. I also give that freedom to my husband as long as he has given us his financial obligations to us. I have the freedom to rearrange our room, without my husband getting angry, because he leaves the decoration of our room , to me. I am also free to go to my parents house anytime i would like to, as long as i informed my husband about it. I guess, i am truly free.

With what I would compare the freedom? Maybe a butterfly, a dragonfly, but for me freedom take the form of a horse, horse running free, with mane in the wind, as if run since it was created and will run until the world will be. Wild gallop of a horse is infinite, though there is nothing you can stop and no one can master. It's just him running alone or together with those with him. If you have ever seen a horse look tame, you'll see that is something sad, see the memory of freedom lost by many generations. I see only mad desire to run free endless plains. But it does not, perhaps because harness or attached to people too much and can not do alone. But the memory of freedom in it, precluded it being his eternal suffering. I think each of us has an acute sense of escape, to feel free, no matter where, just do it, to feel again the wind, to feel again like every muscle strain. Freedom is the above than anything else. Learn to respect the horses have to love them because they are some of the few beings in this world who try to be free.