My bestie, invited me...

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The end of May, my best friend, since I cannot give her name out. I call her bestie. Yep just like in The Big Bang Theory. Well she invited me to a party at the end of May. I was looking forward to it. She said it would be around the first of June. Well when June first came I asked her about it, and she said that it got took over by my ex-guy friend and his "girlfriend." Today I got a text message saying that she is sorry because due to extreme circumstances that I couldn't go. Its said because we been friends since first grade, and its at her place. I feel like no one cares. My husband don't want to work because right now he is messed up, but even before that he just in front of his game mainly all day. Its up to me to find work yet again, and go to school full time. My bestie, I think is trying to tell me that she doesn't want anything to do with me, but is trying to nice about it. I love her like a sister, well in a way we are. I just want to hang out with chicks, have some fun, no not like that, but just I don't know how to explain. I mean I love my hubby but I need female companionship to. I shouldn't worry about it though, because I know she loves me. But that just shows me how not even a person.... What you think if you were told to extreme circumstances that you can't go to a party that you were already invited to? What if your bestie told you that? How would you feel?