It seems as if I have reached my breaking Point

Hi there. Hang in there. Do you believe in God? If you do, pray. Ask for help. He is willing to help you out of whatever you're going through. If you can and want to, buy the book The Upside of Adversity by Os Hillman. It helps one understand and appreciate hardship. Blessings!

Sounds like you're suffering from depression my friend. Everyone goes through it, but don't let it overtake you. Sometimes that's real easy to do without even trying. try not to get discouraged so easy and say you "can't" without giving yourself a chance. You never know what you're capable of, you might surprise yourself you know. I speak from experence. I have a lot going against me. A lot of reasons and excuses to say "I can't", but if I kept up that aditude I wouldn't be where I am today. I would never have held a job for six years, I would never be in my own apartment responsible for bills, or have someone whom I love and care about deeply. I'd be home in my parents' house, fighting and struggeling like I've done many times before. i might not be alive... or if I was... I'd be a shell of a person hold up in my room with no freedom what so ever. But, here I am, in an apartment. The only thing that's different is that I'm unemployeed. But, so are many Americains. I can't use my disabilities as an excuse because my state depends on tourism for jobs. And, with the space program ending and very little to offer, our state doesn't have jobs to offer. Our unemployment rates will condinue to drop until something happens. But, that's not to say I haven't tried. I have. And, I'm doing odd jobs online to make up my losses. But, at least I'm doing something instead of saying 'that's it... i've had it"

Relax. Seems like you've been trying too hard. Take a look at things carefully, you might be doing something wrong in the middle because you might be in a hurry. Don't be in a rash, don't be too hasty. All things will come into place if you just take it slow and take it at a time. Never compare yourself to others. They are different and you are different too. What might work for them may not work for you. God bless!

You need to start somewhere to get out of this funk. Start simply. Make a single goal to achieve in one day. Make a simple one to start. You are seeing just the problems not the successes. You may have some depression, and a doctor could help you with that. Start to change your world by changing the way view it. Start with simple tasks and complete them. But you need to keep seeing the positive.

There are certain times in a human's life where he just has to face difficulties and no matter what he tries becomes a burden for him.Let this time pass and surely you will feel better at the end of the day!

I have been there and recently i came across something interesting which helped me be more positive about things. The main thing is to be positive or have positive thought. Do you know about the law of attraction? Well if you do not know then let me explain in short. it simply means you attract more of what you think about or feel. You are feeling depressed at the moment and the more you feel it and talk about the more you attract such things into your life. The easiest way to understand this is to watch the movie called the secrete. Im sure you will not regret this and will help you achieve your goals. Seriously though its a movie its more like a an interview or a program where philosophers and other people explain to you about this wonderful concept. try it. If you cant get the movie you still can read the book from which they made the movie in the first place. Cheer up and i hope you try this because it will help you.