Five more years and I am willing to go

@EdnaReyes (2622)
Philippines
July 23, 2011 1:15am CST
I have done what I should have done, I made mistakes and had pay the consequences. I have raised my daughter as a good citizen and fellow and now she's starting to have her own life...I think I have no more goals in life. I would like to share my life with small children, teach them how to read and write...5 years from now, I think I am willing to go. To be with my God. Although there's so much to be done, but I think the goals are not enough to strike my heart. I want to have my peace now and be with my God. I just hope those whom I will be leaving behind will remember me...my small contributions in this life. Five years from now...
7 responses
@tiina05 (2317)
• Philippines
23 Jul 11
hello, Meaning to say you are now contented with your life and you are happy with all the things you contributed from your family and friends. I am happy for you but I think you must not wished for that because it is very happy to see all your grandchildren grow and be with you. I know they loved you so much and if they hear those words they wont let you go.
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@EdnaReyes (2622)
• Philippines
23 Jul 11
That's exactly what my daughter said when I told her about this feelings of mine. wEll, I don't want to be a granny that soon...I thank them well for loving me but I can find peace and contentment only when I am gone leaving them at peace. I may sound selfish but that's how I really feel now!
@thetis74 (1525)
24 Jul 11
I can understand you and I am glad that you have somehow reached to the point where you are satisfied and contended with your life. But I think there are still a lot of experiences that are meant for you to be happy. And even if you wanna go soon, what if God still have still have some more important mission for you to fulfill before He decides to take you. And your daughter may still be needing you as her mother and that your grandchildren as well. But whatever we wish for in life, God still makes the final decision as to when we are supposed to go. If He does not take you sooner than you want, I think it is because He wants you to grow older gracefully with all His blessings.
@mods196621 (3652)
• Philippines
23 Jul 11
You know that is the most i like to do going to be with the Father in heaven but [i think i am not yet done with my mission coz i have more kids to look for and try to give them the education they need. And when i am done i want to go home for rest.. Staying alive in this world makes me feel happy and sad...
@ebuscat (5935)
• Philippines
23 Jul 11
For me it is good and think to remember it is better to not do more pain and get start to know Jehovah God.
@kingparker (9673)
• United States
23 Jul 11
Don't you think it is too early to call your life a "fold", not continue the game further? Be strong, that is my advise. You should be able to contribute more to this good life, and to this society though. I hope that you will treasure every moment of it. Have a good day.
@dsailor (44)
• United States
23 Jul 11
You know i mean No disrespect but i find it funny when people say they are ready to go. I mean every new day brings new excitement, desires and pleasures in your life, why waste it thinking of dying when you can enjoy the gift that God gave you to enjoy. Now that i think of it how do you think God feels when he hears someone say that about a gift that he gave so generously. Although you may feel content with your life you still have so much to contribute to everyone around you. Just my thought on this.
@thatgirl13 (7294)
• South Korea
23 Jul 11
Hello there, It must feel so nice to be content with life and to have everything you have wanted to be done. I am not even close to that. I really wanna accomplish my goals soon and want to live a free life Anyway even if you think you have nothing more left to do and you wanna go away, think about the grief you will be bringing to the lives of the ones you love. Your daughter will lose her mom and I think that is the biggest pain in life. So plz don't wish of wanting to go. Live a happy and content life instead and relaz. Wow I would love that