one summer romance

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i was on my great experience for a work and travel program for my summer. i enjoyed hanging out with new friends with different nationalities and working with a new environment. its my daily routine to go to work and chat with my friends after a hard day of work. one day,there's this new guy. long hair, pointed nose, beautiful smile and his tantalizing eyes. do you think he's cute,.,u bet,.,yes he is cute but i really dont mind him at first. so lets call him " MR. LONG HAIR".u know as a host, i need to have new tables for my long waiting list. and he as a busser, is he's really damn slow. i dont know if he's really slow or just making his self slow. looks he's in slow motion as i can see him as i checked every ready tables i am looking for. sometimes. i just helped him to get him set up fast. but dont stare at him that much. duh,.,.im at work,.,besides i had a crush on one server.LOL and he like a busser too. ,.,.,btw. 1 month left for my summer, i dont get enough time that i need. i asked my manager to changed my position as a busser. so it did happened. one day,a friend got into trouble so we need his help, coz he got a car. drive here , drive there. but here's a deal, my friends are teasing us. idk why. that MR. LONG HAIR said to our friends that he likes me,.,huh? he likes me? for real?. i didnt want to believe. but before i knew. we're hanging out and were close. even closer. to make the long story short, yes. were together now. i didnt hangout that much with my friends all day coz everyday were together. having fun with each others company. we went to their house and friends. wow something new for me. with the environment. i really dont know what i like about him, what common interest we have. but you know what we're happy. just enjoying being with each others arms and sneaking at work..LOL sweet right. but sooner or later my fairy tale ends. i have to go home with my home country and continue schooling. our common friends are leaving to. so he will left alone. hear the distance,.,.,yes its really the distance and it sucks!. were in a long distance relationship. calling and chatting with a different time and date. its miles and miles away. but he said he will visit me with our birthdays with the same month and celebrate together. 3 months after, an accident happen. he had been into a car accident that he get alot of injuries and our friend dies. i thought it was over then. but thank god he's still alive. i dont know if he feel sorry and lead to self pity. maybe,,. i really dont know,.,but we broke up. ouch. it breaks my heart. a summer romance was ended. in fact, my friends had it too. then they broke up. bec of the distance and the short time of knowing each other. months passed but we still chat for sometime. telling how each others doing. then some story and revelations. he did like me but never yet loved me,.,. and other bull (----) revelations that i never think that he can. so everything he told me was a BIG FAT LIE?? is it? yeah that was i am feeling. i just think that i invested to much for a wrong guy. God really has a plan. he end up it fast for me not to invest more. thank you! maybe we didnt let us to know each other well. or he's just looking for a companion,.,or a friend with benefit! now i know that he didnt deserve me. he's piece of (----)! but im thankful that in one part of my life i met him. until now we chat for sometime. and im planning to go back in that country for an internship. do you think i should see him or forget everything and move on? im just scared for letting my feelings hurt me again.