I haven't been on in a while.

Yeah, I try the hour at a time. I have barely hope to get me by for now. I lost sleep to worry. All may seem good, but truthfully all isn't. I'm tired, I'm the only one in this home working, and about to get another job, while my husband piddle paddles and tries to survive in life. We aren't enjoying life, for me life sucks, I want to live, wake up one morning and just do, instead of being stuck inside and clean home, and work. I mean he says that he is happy, I'm so miserable that I cry alone in bed at times. I have to make a tough decision, to stay and be here, and not be here and barely live, with fake happiness. Or to find something in life to live for. No, my hubby doesn't abuse me, he just has his way of living, playing computer games a lot. I owe money to a loan place, and I don't know how much longer I'm going to keep my vehicles... Yes, we do need a president to turn this economy around, and give or let us breathe easily without having to worry when and how we can live to our protential.