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Let me start with sorry.. I havent been around much.. I think I have had the worst year of my life! It started off amazingly and has just got worse! Hope everyone here has been ok!! Well let me tell you about my awful year... As many of you know I am a 22 year old mum of 2.. Well My year was going awesomely up until March.. Thats when things started taking a rapid downfall.. Ok I moved in March which was great, then within 3 days of our move my oldest daughter got rushed to hospital in an ambulance.. She was 2 at the time (turned 3 in June). It was soo scary.. She had a severe allergic reaction the doctors are still unsure what too. Although I knda count that as a blessing.. As because of that my mum came to visit.. Little did I know that would be the last time I ever see her... 1st April I get a phonecall informing me that my mum had died.. She was only 41 years old. She had a heart attack. Well at my young age of 22 I have to leave my children with my husband to travel 60 miles to arrange my mums funeral along with my 13 year old brother.. Its heartbreaking watching a 13 year old boy trying to be strong for everyone else. Well anyway finally April gets out of the way and June comes along.. Its my daughters birthday =D awesome.. And I open a shop!!! woohoo I hear you say.. Well I dont call it the worst year for anything.. Both my daughters get ill the day before my oldests birthday.. My oldest got better and then worse but after a week she was better!! Yaaay.. My youngest got worse and worse.. To the point that I took her to the doctors everyday and they after a week sent her to the hospital.. They couldnt work out what was wrong with her so sent her home (she was gray by this point). Well after some antibiotics tey gave her she seemed to improve.. then got ill again.. took her to the doctors aagain they sent her straight to the hospital who took blood from her.. We have a follow up in August. Well they think its either kidney problems or secondary lactose intolerance.. Shes on a lactose free diet right now! Now about the shop.. I had to hand over responsibilty to my neighbour as I have been so busy with my daughters and grieving and things.. Such a shame was an awesome shop :( but Ill open another when Im in a better place. A few good things have come out of this.. I have given up smoking