true love after all

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"you had me at my best, he had me at my worse, but yet you still chose to break my heart"- got this line from a Filipino movie entitled "one more chance". this is one of my favorite movie I've watched since i can so relate with it. I had a boyfriend for 5years but we ended up as "strangers again". I gave everything to him. even a single piece of my heart. He was so spoiled by my love. but his love for me was not love after all. I was always the last priority. He didn't care much for me as he cares for his friends. If we have misunderstanding, it's always my fault and not his even he was the one who made the mistake. He accused me of having an affair with someone else but unfortunately i caught him having an affair with his friend. But i have to understand him and lower my pride just for him not to get angry for what i knew about him. our relationship was like, only I who stands for it and even he wouldn't fight for us and until such time we broke up. After how many months of moving on, i met this guy, happens to be my ex-crush :). we went out together. go on a date together. have fun with our common friends together until we were committed to each other. He was so opposite with my ex-boyfriend. The love i longed for years that's supposed my ex-boyfriend would let me feel when we were together was just felt only with this guy i'm committed to now. Then so many questions popped into my mind, Is he really the one? Is he really the guy i'm looking for? Is he really my true love after all? 'coz this loving feeling I feel for him is the best feeling so far in my entire life. :)