is there a time you want to commit suicide? or make a suicide note?

I thought about it when I was going through a dark process in my life until I day I woke up and realized that it wasn't living and worth to waste my life, cowards are the only ones who want the easy way out but I am not a coward. We all have problems is a matter of finding somebody to talk to. You can't keep it all inside, if you do it will consume you.

Don't be like that. You should enjoy every moment of your life. I suggest you stay positive no matter how negative your life can get. Life should be about having fun, not about pain and sorrow.