I was crying so HARD!
By nurseclare
@nurseclare (2209)
Philippines
August 6, 2011 4:19am CST
Me and my long time boyfriend talked via skype and I was sending him links about music to express my love for him. Music of justin bieber,taylor swift etc. Suddenly he asked me if I have seen/listened to "long distance by bruno mars". I viewed the link he gave to me and I was crying so hard. How i miss him and the music pinched my heart. He told me to stop crying and i turned off the video in skype,as i turned back to him he was out of the computer. He's in his bed covering his face with his blanket and pillow!
We're in long distance relationship for 1 year and 1month 29 days... :'(
"with you is where i'd rather be, but where stuck where we are and it's so hard you're so far, this long distance is killing me! :(
I wish that you're here with my my love "YATCH GIAN"
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10 responses
@jdex_143 (1093)
• Philippines
8 Aug 11
Hmmmm.. That's so sad. :( I could feel your loneliness because of your boyfriend being miles away from you. You really miss each other. :(
I know how it feels to miss someone and to think that you can't do anything even if you wanted to hug him and everything. Just think that he's sacrificing to be far away from you because he is preparing himself financially for the both of you. :)
I hope you feel good. :)
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@nurseclare (2209)
• Philippines
8 Aug 11
I know right! I want the time to run really FAST NOW..lol Good for you, enjoy each kiss and hugs jen! hahaha
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@princess8881 (1630)
• South Korea
6 Aug 11
outch I feel you there.. but thats ok atleast you got to see him online.. I know thats hard but if you really love each other you should try to stop thinking of those negative thoughts.. and maybe just count the days when you will be together,,in the mean time keep yourself busy at work or maybe studies:)
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@nurseclare (2209)
• Philippines
6 Aug 11
Hi princess,
thanks for that. It's really hard for us, we'res used to be in each other arm and working things out. I hope to God everything will work well..
I'm working now and my work isn't busy at all got no paper works. I wish to work in a hospital soon(please pray for me-thank you).
happy mylotting and thanks for the response..
@princess8881 (1630)
• South Korea
7 Aug 11
Sure I will pray for you hun... dont worry if you guys are meant for each other whatever happens it would still be you and him... :)
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@toniganzon (72281)
• Philippines
8 Aug 11
I love Brandy!
It's good that you can keep such good relationship after over a year. BE strong, hold on! You both love each other and i'm positive you'll soon be together someday.
Wishing you all the best,
Toni. 1 person likes this
@nurseclare (2209)
• Philippines
8 Aug 11
You're so adorable toni.I'm staying strong.. Thank you so much..mwah!
@flowerfest08 (1677)
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7 Aug 11
Oh that's so sad, sometimes being alone with your love one is so hard but you need to do do some sacrifice sometimes just to earn for your future or to help your family, that's sacrificial and I salute you for that, I heard that song so many times and if you really are far from him and you heard that then you will absolutely cry, because the whole song is telling how the two wants to be together but just cant because they are in different place. I just hope for you and for him that your relationship will be strong despite of your locations.
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@nurseclare (2209)
• Philippines
8 Aug 11
He's the one making money for the future, I'm left in this lonely place. :(
Yes, the song implies how we are longing for each other. Thank you for your hopes. Happy mylotting! :)
@nurseclare (2209)
• Philippines
8 Aug 11
I know right... Crying burst out all the negative feelings!
Thank you for the respond..
@menace730 (506)
• Philippines
6 Aug 11
Have faith nurseclare...I too was in a long distance relationship with my now wife. We spent two and a half years talking only on skype and yahoo. Like yourself we spent many a time yearning to be with each other. I was in USA and she in the Philippines. I did not know how I we were going to be together but I just knew that we would. We both prayed long and hard and finally God showed me the way to do it. I am now in the Philippines and I have married the most beautiful women in all of Phil.
You see, you just have to have faith that you will be together and it will happen. Ask God everyday to help you accomplish it and be patient.
If you love each other enough, nothing can stop you...NOTHING!!!
Good luck to the both of you.
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@nurseclare (2209)
• Philippines
6 Aug 11
Your words are really INSPIRING! Thank you loads menace. I always pray to GOD everything will be smooth. I always have faith in GOD. I am so happy for you, stay in love and be faithful to your wife. I know she's so lucky to have you...GOD BLESS
@stringer321 (5644)
• Kiryat Ata, Israel
24 Aug 11
I see you are very deeply attached to your boy friend.
That's what love is all about , loving someone even he is far away and for a long time.
There is a song I can also cry while listening to it , thinking about the girlfriend that I had last year , she only wanted us to be friends. We are still friends but sometimes I feel very sad we are only friends because I love her.
That song is called "black" by Pearl Jam.
Hey , nurseclare , you can be very happy with what you got. A good loving man that your love can stay for a very long time. Stay strong ,but , keep crying until he comes back and I hope he will marry you.
@pbbbsra (1214)
• Philippines
7 Aug 11
I know how u feel. Skype also helped us a lot before. My husband and I also were apart for a year before
we got married. But we skype almost 24 hours incuding when we sleep. I sleep with my laptop open and his laptop open, it may look stupid to others but it helped lessen that pain of bring apart. When we re far from people we love we bcome more
sensitive and like you, i also have those days when a song would
pinch my heart and i would be
just crying... Be strong. Being apart is just temporary. You have the rest of your
lives to spend together soon when you take the relationship a step forward. For bow you have to wait and be strong.
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@nurseclare (2209)
• Philippines
8 Aug 11
Thank you so much pbbsra. I appreciate it so much! That's too cute of you and your husband for having skype even when you guys sleep. That's adorable and I would like to do that soon! hahaha
@teachercenia (41)
• Philippines
29 Aug 11
clare do not more serious to him be relax you dont know what happen next
