how is it?

Well, you are dressing right. That's a good thing. Haha The first thing is: Have you ever heard of 'the newly wed phase' of a relationship? That's the early stages when he is so sweet and nice. Then he turns into this jerk that you can't wait to kick to the curb! Alot of women have issues from their childhood like father's who were unavailable emotionally making them pick the same kind of boyfriends. Trying to do it over and think it will be better. Never is. So, the bottom line is this: If you are continuing to have issues like this you need to look within yourself. Inlist the help of a professional counselor. They can help you to see what happened in your childhood that is making you pick the wrong guys. Then you can work to strengthen yourself, set up safe boundaries and start looking for the right guy for you. I know the name of a book that might be of interest to you too. If so, ask me and will go find the title and give it to you. Happy rebirth to you!

I think it's a matter of respect. If you can't form an intelligible sentence or carry on a conversation, chances are a man would not take you seriously enough to want to be in a meaningful relationship with you. Guys don't want a girl they can just look at. Guys look at girls every day. Every guy has the potential to be romantic, and many of them want to be. But just because they want to have a romantic relationship, doesn't mean it will work with just anyone they find pretty.