If i die today...

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I throw away the pillows I hold that night as I arrange our bed as it time for us to sleep. When suddenly i felt a strong pain in my chest, as if the pain surrounds my heart. I could hardly breath. I sat and my son hurriedly took ice and place it on my chest. For a moment I could not say a word. As i continue press the ice in my chest, thoughts flow in my mind, "will I die now?", "Will my children can handle life without me?" As the pain subsides, in my mind I am thanking the Lord, as I assess myself at that moment when I thought I may die that very moment. I feel no fear for myself, as if if that would be my time already, I can take it. The worry is for my children, how will they handle life without me? But seeing them I know they will and they can, as I raise them to be independent, and continue to mold them of person of character. I realize that when and if in every day of your life you have that disposition to live each day as if that is the last day of your life, there is a little occasion you will fear death, because you have live each day with love for your self, for your family and rest. Thanks be to GOD for the grace and mercy.