raaaaaaant! Predestination
@CaptAlbertWhisker (32748)
Calgary, Alberta
August 16, 2011 3:25pm CST
There are moments when you felt like you were almost there but suddenly that something you desired so much slips through your fingers. you know you work your butt off to climb your way to the top but those damn freaking circumstances pulls you down. There is a saying we control our destiny but i feel down right now. I felt like there is a pre-destination which I try to fight.I will keep on fighting for this is not what I wanted, I want to die with a wall of achievement and I wont be contented to be the 2nd best but damn it I have to survive so I have to stay in an industry i despised.
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@allyoftherain (7208)
• United States
16 Aug 11
There's gotta be a story here much longer than that paragraph. lol
I believe in predestination, but it's not always a thought that I like. Sometimes it's confronting, because knowing that if something is meant to be then there's nothing that can stand in the way of that is a very empowering thought. But on the flip-side, knowing that if something isn't meant to be then there's nothing you can do to make it happen is disheartening. I can take heart in the fact that even if things are predestined, they haven't happened yet and thus I have no way of knowing which way the scale tips. So, I don't think you fight in vain, even if things are predestined.
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@CaptAlbertWhisker (32748)
• Calgary, Alberta
16 Aug 11
yes there is a long story behind all those words,I'm so ambitious, I earn decent but this is not what I wanted.I want to leave a mark in this world.
For sure though its better to die fighting than just wait to die and accept our faith, its better to confront it than accept it no matter how disheartening it is.I want to break all those walls and barriers.
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@CaptAlbertWhisker (32748)
• Calgary, Alberta
16 Aug 11
and when we break a wall there is another one you have to break,its hard but the fight continues there is more war to face and more puzzle pieces to put together. I'm currently scrambling after a turn of events,
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@allyoftherain (7208)
• United States
25 Aug 11
And then will you cut off Goliath's head with his own sword? lol
I can't think of how you would do that metaphorically... but it sounds like a cool thought.
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@LetranKnight25 (33121)
• Philippines
17 Aug 11
congratulations
to what you have but unfortunately for me, all dreams aren't going to happen anymore because if our circumstances that i've been facing. i think being ambitious has its downs, if you can't be contented, you might not realized what you have and then someday you might loose it all together. don't let it happen. good luck in your job, i know you can do it don't give up
to what you have but unfortunately for me, all dreams aren't going to happen anymore because if our circumstances that i've been facing. i think being ambitious has its downs, if you can't be contented, you might not realized what you have and then someday you might loose it all together. don't let it happen. good luck in your job, i know you can do it don't give up2 people like this
@CaptAlbertWhisker (32748)
• Calgary, Alberta
19 Aug 11
I dont care what the future brings but I will push now beyond my limits, I wont stop until God takes out my life. I'm tired of losing and failing but I will continue the fight.
